my mind's a blank now. it happened just yesterday but it feels so long already. i don't know how i'm feeling right now though. and it's not the first time i'm feeling like this.

i guess if it was meant to be then it would. i'm a person who believes in carving out your own life. not that i'll go against fate or destiny or something. i guess everyone from the moment you're born, a life has been set ahead for you already. and the life alters according to your choices along the way.

the point is, there's no point.

you see, my mind is demented. nothing makes sense. everything's twisted.

forgive me, i should have done it a long time ago. from the moment i could tell from your eyes that you'll never really let it go, i should have done it then.

hopefully from now on, things will change and get better. i really really hope so. and hope that one day, we can do this all over again.



on to better things, been shopping lately. the flea market at smu with yiting... orchard with christina bryan and tim followed by supper with addition of michelle and ivan at simpang.



and i finally got my new contact lenses and specs. i've been dragging it for few months already. blurry vision and stuff. in the end, the optician told me that i have a lazy left eye and that my astigmatism has increased. i'm going to be blind ):



realised that i haven't camwhored for the longest time already. think with all the school work, no one's in the mood for anything. just really looking forward to the holidays when i can go everywhere and do everything with everyone! awesome (:

and i've conquered many many movies. i don't know how many have i updated already.. but here's what i pulled out of my wallet since june..



cool.. i enjoyed the hangover most. very lighthearted and the concept of the movie is so fresh! haha. got some hot babes in it too. was actually quite reluctant to watch the hangover at first cause i wanted to catch public enemy! but didn't regret (:

and finally, for all the males..





love you all.

♥ 6:14 PM