PKO? what's PKO? PIRATE KING ONLINE! haha. a new game i've been playing recently. quite interesting, more purposeful than maple. haha. seriously, playing maple made me realised how stupid i was but it was so addictive. anyway, i've quit maple. and now? i'm onto PKO!

basically, the game is pretty task based. loads of quest for you to complete especially when you've attained a job. so there's some sort of task for you to complete if you're lazy to train. well, it gets pointless when you keep getting assigned with task that require you to go to and fro again and again. haha. alright, the game's pointless like any other RPG. well, at least it's 3D and has pretty nice graphics. however, so far the best graphics i've seen on any RPG would be heroes online.

ok, life's been really boring. ritz carlton's supposed to let me start the job this week but apparently, they've been busy. think by the time i start work official, i'll be left with maybe one or the most two weeks. sigh, means i can't earn much pocket money! :(

SIGH! i'll go PKO.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:56 PM

ok people! it's time to review the new year resolutions!! haha.

1. get a job
2. be more responsible [i'm not a kid anymore]
3. try not to think about my results for the mean time
4. get more Christian books [devotional or self-improving]
5. get a new handphone [can this even be counted as a resolution? LoL]
6. take proper care of the new handphone [if i get one]
7. be more focused
8. complete piano grade 7
9. smile more [heard comments about my "dao" face xD]
10. learn to wear heels [LOL]
11. bring my family to church

cool!! i've completed one and a half resolutionstwo! haha. yup people! i've found a job!! will be working as a waitress in the prestigeous Ritz Carlton Hotel. cool aye? the pay is not bad say $6/hour. and i get to "reserve" days that i'm not free! it's a really cool job and i'm looking forward to it! haha. oh! what's more is that RC is a ****** hotel! wait, that's not a bad word, it's actually SIX STARS! haha. so basically, the hotel will be serving big shots like CEOs, filthy rich business men, celebrities-WHICH REMINDS ME! RAIN RAIN!! haha. RAIN arrived in Singapore already! sadly i wasn't at the airport to pick him up. i'm such a lousy darling. :'( but i know RAIN will forgive me right? haha. well, that's not the point. the POINT is that RAIN will be staying in RC!!! haha. doubly COOL right? i'm so excited! then again, i just realised that i won't be starting work so soon. which also means, i won't get to fu2 shi4 my darling. :'( blah!! i want to start work!! please please?? sigh, impossible impossible.

impossible is nothing. nothing is non-existant. so, meeting darling is impossible would mean that the idea is non-existant. :'( i'm so disappointed. sigh.

never mind that! i can always watch his shows and be entertained by his cute cute smile and be awed by his sexy hot body! haha. by the way, i know this post is kind of scary cause i've been blabbering non-stop about RAIN but don't mind me. haha. just be glad that i'm not telling you guys all these face-to-face. trust me, it'll be worse. xD

well, back to the resolutions part. noticed that i only striked off half of number five? well, it's happening soon. tomorrow afternoon, or more accurately, later in the afternoon. haha. i seriously can't wait! i'm so sick of my current motorola E398 phone. it sucks. people! motorola phones are not encouraged! haha. oops. later the CEO of motorola reads this and my job as a waitress would be as good as G-O-N-E! but really, the phone is so laggy and so not user-friendly. though youths can handle it with no problems, it is still quite a chore to use that phone. yup! so after i completed number five!! now i can move on to completing number six!! yay!!

for now, i just want to have a good night rest and a successful QT later on. seriously need more discipline. haha. oh one more thing! i'm looking forward to my first pay after my first day at work! woots!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:11 AM

people always say, "Life's short. Live life to its fullest." seriously, it's true.

remember before 'O's i was counting down the amount of time we have? well, i kind of did the same thing only i calculated an average human lifespan. and? it was horrifying. anyway, for those who are afraid of hypervendilating or getting a heart attack, PLEASE REFRAIN FROM SCROLLING FURTHER DOWN. IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.



here goes!

say an average human lifespan is about 75 years? and say the number of days in a year would be 365 days and 24 hours everyday. then 60 minutes per hour and 60 seconds per minute. so if i'll just do a little math.......

75x365x24 = 657000 hours!!
657000 hours = 2365200000 seconds!!

not short enough? then let me calculate it with regards to my age, say i'm still 16 years old.

75-16 = 59 years
59x365x24 = 516840 hours
516840 hours = 1860624000 seconds

interesting? and after i finish with those calculations, i have lesser time than the above stated! the clock's ticking LeeUuZ.



ok, for those who chose to scroll down, be glad that you're still oblivious to the truth but sober at the fact that you can't face up to reality. well, i've already did and i'm prepared. LeeUuZ's not going to waste her already short short time.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:19 AM

the double edged sword didn't cut me! =)



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:22 PM

i feel maligned. why am i always expected to be there? why am i the one that's supposed to sacrifice so much yet all you do is complain and i would sound like the bad guy? thanks for that.

have you ever thought that you're not the only person in the world in my life? you may be one of the most important but you're not the only one. you don't even treat me as if i'm someone important to you. you say stuff but i wonder if you mean them or not. i feel like i'm just a replacement that you use to the extent of your emotional needs. sounds harsh? i don't really know.

i thought you were so bent on seeing me go? those words?
"you want to leave me alone then say so"
have you ever thought what went through my mind that night? did you even care? i knew at that moment anything i say would be useless and will worsen the situation. since, at that point of time you feel that the world's against you. but those words? shows how much you think of me. shows how much you didn't want to be sensitive to my feelings.

i know i said that i'll walk this path with you. but have you thought through maybe you were the one that threw me off the path and left me behind? didn't you see me that day right after you said those words? i had no mood to do anything. seeing you appearing like that just pierced a hole into my heart causing me much pain. i realised at that point of time how lonely i was and how fortunate you already are. just sitting there, i found myself immersed in the scorching sunlight while you immersed in the ever flowing care from your friends. but at least, i know that there are people around that care about me and i really do not want to take their concern for granted.

sigh, this post is a double edged sword. either we can come straight out with each other to deal with the problem or the situation will get worse. i don't know what else to do but just letting you know my side of the story.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:57 PM

kind of fed up with people asking me stuff just to "confirm" their thoughts about somebody else. can't they just ask the person involved directly? it's not like i'm the INFORMATION COUNTER or whatever. plus, it adds a bad name to my reputation. like i'm some sort of rumor spreader. so just leave me alone about such stuff, PLEASE?

and don't be silly saying that you shan't be nosey cause YOU ALREADY DID you big loser. saying you shan't be nosey is just a plain insult to honest people who DON'T EVEN ASK FOR GOSSIPS. and i already felt bad about not directly telling you that. seriously, you need to know your place. haven't you noticed that people around you are just to kind that they try their best not to pinpoint your errors and here you are being all high and mighty. and if you're reading this, GREAT JOB! you should know that i'm talking about you. go ahead and change your nick or post something to retaliate in your blog. i gladly welcome the "spice" to my current no-life. LoL.

but i guess that no-life can't really be compared to yours, can it? and by the way, stop being so what's that called? metrosexual? please no, spare me. try being a MALE first? that would be a good start. what a cheery post.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 3:10 AM

So She Dances - Josh Groban

A waltz when she walks in the room
She pulls back the hair from her face
She turns to the window to sway in the moonlight
Even her shadow has grace
A waltz for the girl out of reach
She lifts her hands up to the sky
She moves with the music
The song is her lover
The melody's making her cry
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

A waltz for the chance I should take
But how will I know where to start?
She's spinning between constellations and dreams
Her rhythm is my beating heart

So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

I can't keep on watching forever
I give up this view just to tell her

When I close my eyes I can see
The spotlights are bright on you and me
We've got the floor
And you're in my arms
How could I ask for more?

So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

I can't keep on watching forever
And I'm givin' up this view just to tell her

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wah!! i totally love this song. the lyrics describes the scene so beautifully!! haha. plus when you add in josh groban's voice, AAWWWW!! super romantic. haha. xD



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:37 AM

finally got into the mood of blogging, shall update on my crashed journey.

firstly, tj's orientation is average except the mass dance part i guess. the college is like some MDI (Mass Dance Institution). so everyday in orientation, we would end it off with mass dance be it learning new ones or just dancing the old ones. so by now, i'm really really tired from all that dancing especially after the suntec thing we did just now. it rained for goodness sake! and we still ran around like fools just trying to keep up with the atmosphere. note, KEEP UP. somehow, i didn't really enjoy orientation which is kind of unexpected cause i really thought that i'd love it. guess not everything is what it seems.

so i have reservations about entering tj after first three months. is it worth it to enter tj or would i do better in another place? seriously i have absolutely no idea where to go now. bahh! i hate making decisions. the only decision that i can make currently is to whether to wake up and deciding to go bathe now since i just got home. LoL.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:31 PM

LeeUuZ's gonna crash TJC tomorrow!! wish me luck!

sigh, i don't understand why i keep insisting on going tj when i've been rejected so many many times. somehow, i get this feeling that i'd probably not end up in tj at the end of the day but my deep down in my heart's desire, i still carry this thin strand of hope. and i'm just hanging onto it until it finally breaks and i fall and hurt myself. but i guess it's ok isn't it? my parents always said that when i was a small girl, i've never cried when i fell. so i won't cry now would i? i won't right?



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:28 PM

haven't got time to wish y'all HAPPY 2oo7 to you guys yet. haha. well, now i did.

so where was i? on the last day of 2oo6, i was out celebrating with the church people at tampines mall starbucks. LoL. funny why we chose the place right? haha. actually. it was because we wanted to play that polar bear game so we ended up there! cool right? xD before that, me cass alvin jhong daniel were at KFC having dinner. let me tell you, it was LAME! we were playing this stupid game cause we were so bored. we took this packet of chilli and placed it at the middle of the table. then, we spin the pen to "select" the person who will then smash the packet of chilli! LoL. so obviously, the chilli was about to burst out anytime so it was kind of exciting but retarded all the same. haha. in the end, the chilli did came out but sadly, it did not splurt all over the place. =( haha. then daniel went off to yongjing-ge's house for CALL cell party or something while the rest of us went around tampines mall. haha. so the time just flew and we met the polar bear gang at 10pm! haha. and the game began! haha. we had so much fun that we almost forgot about the time. so at 23:59:50,

"1o! 9! ......... 3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"

haha. and it was cuifen's birthday too. so vanessa brought out a piece of cake with a candle and we started singing the birthday song! haha. and to our surprise, the starbucks staff came out with another cake so we sang the song again. however this time, a table with some kids around our age stood up and one of them took the foam spray and sprayed it behind our table which was kind of nice. haha. then guess what happened? we went back playing polar bear!! haha. so we all went home at around 1.30am. kenny fetched me cass mingli and sinhwee home! haha. right to our doorsteps. so nice. xD at first, after dropping mingli off, i was supposed to get off next. but mingli's house was more accessible to sinhwee's and cass's houses so i got off last. so there i was left in the car with kenny and we were trying to figure out the way to my house. LoL. cass told us to get out of the highway at the first exit which turned out wrong so we kind of went in circle and ended up at her house again. LoL. but still, i got home safe and sound anyway. haha.

in the end, i reached home at about 2.15am? think so. and today, i slept almost the WHOLE day!! LoL. i woke at 12plus to eat lunch and i fell back asleep at 2plus in the afternoon. LoL. woke at 5pm cause my family wanted to go out for dinner. haha. so that's around a total of 11hours that i slept! which is considered a lot when compared to my usual. haha. ok, so now, i'll write down my new year resolutions.

1. get a job
2. be more responsible [i'm not a kid anymore]
3. try not to think about my results for the mean time
4. get more Christian books [devotional or self-improving]
5. get a new handphone [can this even be counted as a resolution? LoL]
6. take proper care of the new handphone [if i get one]
7. be more focused
8. complete piano grade 7
9. smile more [heard comments about my "dao" face xD]
10. learn to wear heels [LOL]
11. bring my family to church

i don't know why i put no.10. haha. well, some people call it the "transition" but i call it the "improvement". haha. people! i'm like granting a lot of people's wish can? like my mom for example. she always told me she wanted a daughter. LoL. so do all my other relatives who want a niece. haha. and i'm giving them all that. haha. so filial right? ok, enough!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:37 PM