you know, all these while i've been telling you guys that my childhood hero is


but i realised, he ain't the first hero in my life know? so who is it then? the one so deserving a spot in my praise?

the daring, fearless, courageous, smart, the non-conformist?

i've got three words,


(: she's my hero since i can remember la!



ever since i've watched the disney movie version, heard from my mom, grandpa.... she's my idol!

you know i had the period when i was super tomboy-ish and all? partial influence was because of her. it's way cool that she dressed up as a guy, kickass, and accomplish what the male species think us women can't do.

can she get any cooler?

i guess in her time, she probably wished she was born male so that she can support her dad and all. i wished i was born male too cause being a woman, there are really many restrictions.

then again, if she was male, there wouldn't be an inspiring story for people to tell. who cares about a guy who joined the army in his dad's place and help fought the war? like so cliche... CHEH!

hahahaha!!

the big deal is, WOMEN CAN DO WHAT MEN CAN! don't count those body parts and sexual whatsits whatsnots.

so yeah.. my loving hero!



and i got to watch the movie during the weekend. tragic, but great! (:

when we finished, hun told me and yiting that the story is made up. i was like super shocked la. all those years of aspirations to be like Hua Mulan, in matter of seconds just- POOF!

i was half convinced because i know he always pull this kind of stunt on me. then! yiting comes and support his statement! which made the matter even more absurd! and she was trying to tell me if it was real, then how come it's not documented?

hun even told me google it! and he bet on it!

i was crushed.. ):

but i caught him grinning in satisfaction and YES! he is lying.

ASS!!!

and yiting, as blur as usual still can't get the facts right. LOL.

anyway, it was a fun day (night). and i can't wait to show you all this awesome buy i got from bugis! HEEEEEEEEE till then!

♥ 4:21 AM

it was quite some time ago that i packed my closet and i have a bunch of pre-loved that i can't bear to throw away.

so! after many months of procrastination, i'm finally going to start preparing for it!

do support when i post those pre-loved sale!

should be up around next week (i hope)!

school's in another ten hours time. fieldwork week thus many lessons are put on hold. going back to school for UNDERSTANDING THEATRE which is totally awesomegoodnesslicious! learning and doing something that i like. hais, i wish i can do everything i like all at the same time.

i'll be a MARKETING EXECUTIVE IN SOME BIGSHOT ADVERTISING FIRM who

owns a MEGA CLUB/PUB/CAFE/DISCO/SHOPPING MALL hahaha whatever business that i can start,

plus i'm a PART TIME ACTRESS in some theatre!

awesome (:

actually, i enjoy acting very much. kinda prefer the theatre kind, musical if possible. acting on tv, it's great but the satisfaction of preparing for it........ well maybe it's cause i've only been a calefare so there's not much preparation needed. HA

ok i'm ranting.

♥ 3:43 AM

ordered the the super variety sub meal from pizzahut! which includes,


a personal hawaiian pizza, an alpha chic sandwich (like the one shown in the picture), and four honey glazed wing joints!

i didn't expect myself to finish it when i saw it arrive because the sandwich was unexpectedly huge. hahahaha. but i managed to finish it anyway. shocked mom and dad (:

♥ 12:47 AM

finally done with individual journal for A&P (Advertising and Promotion). took me two nights that lasted from 2-3am till like 5am. hopefully it's worth it.

and i just wanna say! I LOVE PAINT!! hahaha. beats using photoshop anytime. ok i admit, i suck at photoshop. but i managed to survive many projects with Paint! (:

and had chat with xinyi. yes, the one from the previous entry lol. it was good la. finally got my message across and understand her better.

not going to remove the post though. it shall be a reminder that how we are all being very concerned friends. haha.

NIGHT WORLD!

♥ 5:22 AM

disclaimer: the author of this page has the right to save and edit any of the photos she has obtained from Facebook. because, as everyone is entitled to their own opinions and comments, the author is too. and she would like to add that owners of the images are aware that their images may/may not be subjected to use by others.

hi all.

recently, friend of mine, *Jenny has been put into a spot by her so-called friend, **xinyi.


and it's not the first time. time after time, we ignore those childish and spiteful actions but today, i think it's time i do something about it.

you see, i'm not the kind of person who enjoys making fun of people. yes, i do tease my friends but it's all in the name of fun-joy-laughter. thus writing this entry, i have deepest sympathy to the person on the receiving end (though you probably wouldn't want it).

let me start by saying, *Jenny i understand how it feels like to be stuck in between two groups of people that means so much to you. trust me, i've been through it before and i know it sucks.

that's why i've been tolerant all these while. if the other party refuses to give in, we just have to step backwards.

but watching you troubling over this matter pains and irritates me. wonder if **xinyi feels the same? or is she just finding something meaningful to do in her life? i hate to see any of my friends in this helpless position.

**xinyi, seriously what good will it do with all your spite on us? it's true that the Internet provides freedom for any kinds of opinion. but are you being responsible with your opinions?

in such a process, you've hurt the person who (i hope) you truly care for in this life. *Jenny is growing up, so are you. while growing up, you get to meet new people, learn new things (good and bad yes), fall in love and so on.

of course, i don't think you'd be falling in love anytime soon since you have such distrust with guys. have you even tried though? kinda pity you actually. not that i'm saying BGR FTW, but it's just part of growing up. if you've never tried, you'll never know (:

then again, you falling in love is one thing. people falling in love with you is another.


you should really thank God and your parents. why? because you came out as a girl, silly. i shudder to think what will happen to you if that didn't happen aye? damn, that sounds so gangsta..

ok i digressed. point is, what i conclude from this entire saga, you seemed pretty insecure about yourself and your friends, or in this case *Jenny. but hey, everyone has insecurities so i don't blame you.

what you deemed as "bad company" are actually the ones who've been through most of these two years of *Jenny's life. they've been there for all her ups and downs. cheering her up with simple things, like wrapping toilet paper around her head, or even "sloppy dance moves" that can put a smile on her face. you don't know how it works between us and *Jenny, so do keep your irresponsible opinions to yourself.

i know we're not the only ones that care about her right? i have no doubt that looking at these,

put smiles on *Jenny's face too.

you can continue to bite, spit, spite or whatever horrible things that you can say or do to us. rest assured, one day those photos will only become hurtful memories for *Jenny. reminders that her once so-called friend failed to understand the situation she's in.

anyway, what's so bad about doing silly videos? it's everywhere online. plenty of imitations and parodies for the videos. if you really care so much, go flame those other videos then.

here's one for you.



but i guess they are waaaaaayyyy better than us of course, with all the practice and video editing.

nonetheless, thank you for the delightful comment Facebook (:

and your friend's too.

we will try to do a better and more coordinated one in the future. do check out our NOBODY video too! we always welcome haters and fans alike (:

as for this entry, me myself and i are solely responsible for everything written here. *Jenny is not involved. i will not involve any others thus this is only between you and me.













one last piece of advice that i think you really need,


so fuck off (:

♥ 12:09 AM

OK THERE'S LIKE THREE PEOPLE SO FAR ON MY BIRTHDAY WISHING LIST FOR THIS MONTH.



two of you turning 21, grow up please..

cherelle, turn 18 already ahhhh.. don't too naughty, be like me. HAHAHA

gonna be so broke this month!

♥ 1:55 AM

remember Ariel? the pretty little balloon mermaid from the previous post? look what happened to it in just a week's time.























and let me introduce my new favourite stuff toy,



it's waaaaaaayyyy cute. love the eyes especially. THANKS FOR CATCHING IT (:

anyway, been catching loads of movies recently. the most crap of all?

seriously, the plot is bad, action is bad, suspense is also bad. but Megan Fox has great legs! which is MAJOR in her "hot factor". pretty waste of money and time though. guess the movie people are running out of ideas.

and i watched POKER KING and THIS IS IT.

both are wonderful. Poker King is damn funny la but the plot is dumb (better than Jen's Body anyway). after watching This Is It, my admiration for Michael Jackson increased ten times. truly an artist, really the King of Pop.

MJ is awesome to the max. an artist that can remember every single one of his songs by heart and he knows what key they start. the whole movie, i was just enjoying the songs and being very very inspired by him. sad thing is, MJ really behaves like a child. guess he's really deprived of his childhood.

i kinda pity the dancers, backup singers, and everyone else who were preparing for MJ's last concert. especially the dancers, they were so psyched about dancing with MJ cause he's the one that inspired them to dance.

and it's their one and only time to finally shine then? MJ passed away. ):

rest in peace MJ. God bless you too.

lastly, the most haunting and disturbing and scary and whatever the thesaurus can come up with.



it's FUCKING awesome for a horror movie. scared the wits out of me.

throughout the movie, there wasn't once i felt calm at all. plus, they made the movie so realistic meaning like no exaggerated special piew-piew-ba-bom effects WHICH is why it's damn scary.

felt like leaving before the movie ended but managed to survive it la. seriously ah, anyone of you planning to watch it, PLEASE DON'T WATCH ALONE. it's a good horror movie means it'll definitely give you a good scare.

ok ok, school's at 9am. apparently i'm not even trying to get up early since it's already 430am now.

pfffffftt.

♥ 4:32 AM

lazy to elaborate on halloween. still! it was fun (:

was on facebook just now and looking through the pictures that other people took during halloween. comparing it with mine?

mine is only PG-rated!!












LOL LAME LA! gonna sleep now,
KBAI, NIGHTS! (:

♥ 1:53 AM