ok, i guess home is never a place for inspiration to flow or i'm just plain lazy. haha.

well yesterday, it's my baby neighbour, alex, 1st birthday! woo! lol. then my neighbour had some party for it and my family went. and yea, obviously i had to be there too and i also conveniently invited LL to come. haha. which also led to HS being his bodyguard and all so in the end both of them came. ok i admit, the atmosphere was indeed quite weird. furthermore, SOMEBODY like quite stressed. lol. well, we ended up playing tabletennis instead. but i realy don't see why should you're stressed. i mean, sure my family may seem quite formal and all but that's just the surface. and the party's supposed to be quite informal! like, how formal can a 1 year old's party be unless maybe he's the son of the president or some other big shots. bleh, it's over already anyway.

erm, i'm having a writer's block now. haha. ok i shall be random.

I WANT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN 3!! AND SHREK 3!! AND PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!! AND HARRY POTTER!! why do the good movies always come out at the busiest time of the year? :( luckily, tomorrow's a holiday so spiderman 3, HERE I COME! lol. so high. what to do, i really don't know what to blog about.

ohyeah! i think my school's project work is kind of slow compared to the other schools. cause most schools, by right, should be doing the Group Project Proposal already. my friends and i are like, how to do GPP??? lol. means we haven't even started. sigh. i really want to do well for project work. like get an A. cause it seems like the only subject that i can excel in for now. shucks, i want that A!

alright., i better go. seeya guys soon!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:03 AM

ok, sorry for worrying you in the previous post. i'm alright now. :)

well, i just can't find stuff to blog about anymore. it's like i don't really enjoy putting down details in my life. details as in like i wake up brush teeth go school have lesson that kind of stuff. it's just so boring and all and i don't want to bore you guys with my life. haha. but there's always interesting stuff in my life just that i scared i blog it down then you guys will be sick of reading it! haha.

anyway, i just want to share something with you people. my canoeing teacher in-charge said this,

"it doesn't matter how you start, it is how you end."

i find this really true. take a race for analogy, so what if you're leading people at the start? what matters is who crosses the finishing line first. take another analogy, O levels. remember the time i used to be failing and getting one of the bottom in class? in the end, all those didn't matter anymore as i've got my 14 points and i'm studying in TPJC! yea. so what if i scored like 40 points in the past? haha.

ok, that was like one of those rare moments of my life that made me think seriously about what i'm doing. yea. haven't had that in months. man, i missed those days when i could just easily blog about something like that. i guess maybe i'm just too caught up in jc life that i fail to notice small things that allows me to ponder about stuff. maybe it's cause i think too much last time. blah!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:31 PM

killing me silently...
withering in the dark...
pulverized...



-LeeUuZ

♥ 5:20 PM

seriously, i've never thought life could ever be busier. remember it was just few months ago when i was complaining about how bored i was? yup. still, i like life now. even though it's activity-filled on a day to day basis, i enjoy it very much. only problem now is to manage my time properly. yea, i want to do that. i want to learn to be a better juggler. juggling school, friends, cca, church and of course him. i really don't want to neglect any of those cause they're really important parts of my life. i'm slowly adjusting, just need a little more time.

met up with cass today. it's been a long time since we had such a nice long chat. really enjoy her company. missed those times when we would sit long hours at a cafe or some place chatting endlessly about our lives and laughing together to our hearts' content. yup, today we did that. just felt that we could've spent more time with each other. well we chat about loads of stuff. made me realise how much i've missed out in her life and others' lives. but i'm in such a dilema! i wish i had more time! i want to spend time with my friends and him. but time doesn't seem to be cooperating. :(

well, that pretty much sums up my current life. OH! man i want to master K1!! erm, canoe stuff. LoL. i really really want to master K1!!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:49 AM