been updating super regularly these few days.

my mood today sucks la. it was quite good in the morning though.

was going to meet yiting and gang after school. but don't know what happened, it got canceled while i was somewhere around town waiting. luckily there were others to accompany me or i could have just died waiting.

i guess i'm the spur of the moment kind of person. like if i say, let's go out now, i can do it. sadly, most of my friends are restricted by parents or age. laziness also plays a part. haha. i'm lazy, but if there's something more interesting than just staying at home to rot or waiting to sleep, i'll definitely go for it.

for this, i really miss honey. i miss the stayovers at his house when we could go for supper whenever i had hunger pangs. actually, i don't mind going to get food on my own. but! my place is damn ULU. the nearest place i can get food is like some coffeeshop at pasir ris central. around 20minutes walk away. too long for a walk by myself, and waaayy too far for filling my tummy.

another thing on my mind, i'm starting to think i might be too soft nowadays. i asked people around me about what they'll do if someone stepped and spoilt their laptops. all gave me the similar variations of the two answers,

"i'll definitely make them pay for it."

"i'll kill them."

LOL. and my reaction was,

hais. just refer to the entry somewhere before this. anyway, the culprit is jing's gf la. so much for first impressions?

and my reaction resulted in irateness. the fact that jing doesn't think it's important or something to feel guilty about, it angers me. i know it wasn't you who did it. i know dad gave you a bad tongue lashing. BUT, it doesn't mean you aren't responsible for what has happened.

i ain't angry in the first place cause i thought you'd be matured enough to think. or at least some appropriate action? i don't know la. what can happen by just "feeling guilty"?

i rob, i rape, i murder. i "feel guilty". and what happens? the person loses all his hard-earned money to buy milk powder for the baby? the person i raped gets a scar from the incident, phobia of sex? the dead person is yea, obviously dead. and all i can do is?

"feel guilty"

hais, and you had the cheek to piss me more. whatever right? i'm just a nonsensical sister who makes your life miserable by asking you to do ridiculous things.

but it seldom come across your mind that since young, i would fight anyone who bullied you?

like you said, whatever.






anyway, few days back, got bored in class and scribbled a head.




i've always had a fetish of guys with facial hair. now i think, i like fringes too! hahaha. it's waaaayyy sexy like that.

and presenting.............................................





































like so cute right? contrast to now. that's why i always say, i don't think my primary school friends can recognise me at all. unless they've been contacting. and it'll be a miracle if they come up to me on the streets and go like,

"you're LIUYING right??"

hahahaha.

it's also been some time since i camwhored. but not really much into the mood leh. sigh. now i've got a better camera phone and i'm not making full use of it though.




ohya! i remembered! there are shisha pictures to be uploaded and updated. but i want to get all the pictures before i do so. got most of it from christina already. think there're some with dil. hmm..

♥ 2:14 AM