they say when you sleep during the wrong time of the day, you'll get bad dreams. boy did i have a helluva evening. -.-
basically, i very very exhausted this whole week for no reason at all. i used to sleep at 2am and wake at 6.30am with no problem at all. now, i just can't seem to stay awake during work. and what makes it worse is that i slept at 12am, which really gives me no reason to be tired at all. ):
so yea, this evening i had the worse dreams. yes, dreamS. one after another. think i had like four to six of them consecutively between 5-7pm. and i was wasted and just lay there till 8pm before having my dinner. man, this is so stressful. and if you're wondering what are the dreams about, i had one that i was some kind of ninja archer. hmm. well, the main point of the dreams is about me being hunted down to be killed. ): of course i was trying to escape. i thought that the ninja archer thingy was quite cool cause the arrows were silvery white and very very thin. sadly, i still didn't like the idea of being hunted down to be killed. and now, i'm having headaches due to exhaustion.
i sort of think that this is some kind of mental thing. i know my body well and i know it's not so "fragile". but when it concerns the mind, sometimes it just gets worse like ten times over. mental exhaustion sucks. i think i've mentioned in my past posts that i love the feeling of physical tiredness. cause at least i know that my muscles have been working and it's very satisfactory. and the way your body just relaxes after the whole workout is the best feeling i can get. haha. LL told me that the best feeling in the world is when nature calls, and you finally find a toilet to relief yourself. hahahaha! well, it's true. (x
sigh, i wish sleep can heal but it doesn't. and after the evening thing, i don't think i want to sleep anytime soon.
anyway, today i went to MOE to select my poly courses. thanks hoi for accompanying me. OH! GIRLS AH~! let me tell you, hoi is single and available! see he so nice accompany me to buona vista you know? very far. somemore we're just friends! isn't he just nice? anyone interested feel free to ask me for more details or just go his blog through my links if you can find him. hahaha! (x erm, digressed. so i went to MOE and we saw two stupid signs pointing towards the customer service counter. apparently, printed signs are 2D thus point left means left, point right means right, point up means straight, point diagonal left/right means up left/right. thus! they can't indicate for you to cut through the rectangular empty space in the middle diagonally. instead, they place two signs for people to go perpendicularly which is a longer route that i stupidly almost followed. haha. OH! i did another stupid thing today, i brought my PAE result slip instead of JAE! haha. so funny. and i didn't bring my CCA certificate. ): and the person told me if i do not have prove for my CCA points, they'll just count it as F9. boo. and i very very zhai-ly told her it's ok since my CCA points only minus one point. hahaha. anyway, turns out my PAE result slip came in handy cause it shows my CCA score! and CCA points does not change thus woots! haha. i'm so smart sometimes. (x
after the MOE thing, hoi went home to prepare for umpiring while i went to LL's house. (: he's been preparing for his exams and we hardly spend more than two hours together. most of the time, it was just a meal and i'd go home. plus, his mom have been so strict with us! ): he'll be nagged at and scolded if she found out we met. times spent these days are very precious to me. i almost cried when he held me in his arms today. i'm just being so silly. it's not like we're not meeting at all. guess only those in relationships can understand how i feel. it's always easy to say than do. anyway today was no different. i reached his house around 3pm and i reached home at almost 5pm. see! less than two hours! ):
well, on the lighter note, i went out with fion and candy on thursday after work. went to eat at this ramen store at the basement of fareast. and we just chatted our hearts out. just complain complain, listen listen, gossip gossip. haha. and we realise we're the type of friends that aren't suitable to go shopping with. but we can empathize with each others' situation. at first when i saw fion and candy, i never thought i could clique with them cause we seemed so different. they looked so "lian" while i'm more of the goody goody kind with a very fierce expression. LOL. so glad that we clique so well and they really made my days in starhub. anyway, after dinner, fion and i felt weird and we started having tummy aches. ended up in paragon toilet and we just diarrhea-ed. wonder if it had anything to do with our dinner. and candy waited for us. haha. when fion and i stepped out of the cubicle, both look super exhausted. haha.
went to find LL that night too. he was at STTA watching the above 40s and veteran matches. but when i reach, it was already 10pm and i saw people walking out of STTA. -.- in the end, i went to toa payoh from somerset to get a free ride back to tampines. wow. haha. again, i spent less than two hours with him. ):
i want his exams to faster finish then i can spend more time with him. then again, he told me he'll be working during cny. )': can i say no? but he needs the money. )''':
ok, my headache is getting worse. i'll stop now.
-LeeUuZ
