last night, i went ktv-ing with cass! haha. it was very fun at the beginning and we were really really high. haha. really can crack each other up well. LOL. that silly girl keep choosing those kiddy songs like 'da di hui chen' and 'zao an lao shi'. haha. super funny. and they have like gospel music! so cool. sang a bit of them but later on stopped cause the songs got slower and less high. haha. sadly after, her bro and friends came and they sang properly and seriously. so it wasn't fun anymore and both of us just left the room. ate prawns near some dustbin. haha.

well today, no much i guess. as usual, i went to find him after piano. and, he made me this delicious desert! banana with milo powder and caramel. heh, jealous? seriously, i think we end up having kids in the future, and when they're hungry.

"mom, we hungry! we want to eat!"

i'll be like, "err, go find daddy."

LOL! sad right? okok, i'll learn how to cook properly. haha. but now, i can cook instant noodles! heh. don't be mistaken alright? it takes skill to cook instant noodles. how to control the fire so that the noodles won't be raw or overcooked. knowing the right time to add in the ingredients like bean sprouts and egg so that it'll ZNG the meal. haha. ok, i'm crapping. bored alright? sigh. looking forward to tomorrow. he said he'll meet me for lunch. hopefully he does.

anyway, i wonder what's the big HOOHA about physical intimacy. i remember when i was in secondary school, church would always emphasis on bgr and being too physical. school had talks about it too! lol. it's like they have this equation.

hold hands + hug + kiss = sex

sad right? guys being treated like mindless beast who will do anything to get their dicks into their girls. well, some are i guess but not all. anyway, i remember some time ago there was this workshop about bgr (AGAIN!?) in church. well, uninterested i wanted to leave but i just don't understand why some leaders want me to stay. sigh, i still left anyway. haha. well back on topic. i remember in the past i used to resent couples who are too physical. with the same mediocre mindset, i too thought that all that kissing and everything would lead the relationship into sex. well, put it this way, sex somehow just sounds like some evil thing.

which it is not. God created us and let us have this beautiful intimacy between a guy and a girl. well, it's only beautiful when between ONE guy and ONE girl. LOL. and yea i think it is. and now when i'm attached, i still believe sex after marriage no matter how beautiful sex may be. so people no worries! haha. i'm still old-fashioned. (x back on all the fuss about being physical, i guess it's a natural thing in all relationships. it's not a must. but somehow, i just think that physical intimacy draws the couple closer together. ok, here's an analogy. couple without physical intimacy would be like keeping a child from the toys. the poor child can only look at the toys but not play with them. when the child realises that he/she just can't get the toy, he/she will just find other toys or things that is attainable. well, couple with physical intimacy would be like allowing the child to play with the toys. the child is happy and will continue to develop interest in the toys. yup, something like that. haha. oh no, you guys would be like, "ORH! so defensive! means...........?" lol. i'm just saying all this in an argumentative way. haha.

sigh, i'm bored that's why all these crap form in my head. oh! i love this song!



bu la ge guang chang by jolin. simply love the rap and the whole feel of the song. it's been one of my all time favourites since it i first heard it. well, don't keep repeating it of course! not advisable. once in a while will really make this song really catchy and enchanting. ok, i'll just stop here.



-LeeUuZ

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