my mom's still angry with me i guess. sigh. really don't know what can i do to please her. sometimes adults really think they're always right without looking from their kids' point of view. well, adults work. they take an off day to slack too. i work. i take a day off to slack too. in the end? i got scolded by my mom. i need a break can't she understand that? i'm not like other kids studying in school. i'm not an adult yet and working isn't my everything. i don't have the burden to support any kids yet. i don't have much burden on bills. the only person i'm supporting is myself. so what if i skip a day's work to let myself relax and earn less money? why would you care so much? if you cared you would've given me allowance. if you cared you would've provided me with much more understanding.

so she was sarcastic to me again this morning. and made so much fuss out of every little action i do. i finally feel like i understand nee's life and what she always say, "i don't know what can i do to please her." yup. it sucks. at least my freedom isn't all that restricted yet.

anyway, away with the unhappy stuff. i watch Evan Almighty already! though it wasn't as funny as Bruce Almighty, but it was clearly more meaningful. i love it. furthermore, i watched it with some people from 07S22! whoopee! long time since i last saw any of them. there was eunice, weisheng, wenjie, elroy, wesmond and nicholas. had fun with the group. bleh, i was late cause i overslept. lucky LL called me and i realised i was late. haha. we ate at Carl's Jr for lunch, my virgin visit! LOL. the burger was huge. taste was ok only thus i ended up getting really sick of the taste. and i got my present! haha. thanks guys. love the shirt and the candle. :) sadly, i still haven't got my class tee. boo. while waiting for the movie to start, we went to play pool! elroy and weisheng are pro! haha. i started my first game with wenjie and kept missing like crazy. and we spent so long on the first game that when weisheng went away and came back, he asked, "new game le ar?" LOL! we were still on the first game. but later on, we got the hang of it after warming up. but wenjie was still leading me in the game. BUT! i caught up and WON! oh yeah! thanks to dan and guan pooling academy. LOL! so about the movie, i really love the part when "God" describes to Evan's wife about the story of Noah's Ark as a love story. saying that when someone asks for courage, does God give him/her courage or the opportunity to be courageous? so if someone asks for the family to be bonded, does God fills the family with the warm fuzzy feeling of togetherness or does God provide them with the opportunity to be bonded? the story of Noah's Ark shows a beautiful love story of Noah and his family side by side braving the flood. animals in pairs walk side by side into the Ark that Noah had built. it was really sweet and it touched me loads. cause we always had this thinking that God is scary and all to have created the flood which destroyed so much. but God is still a loving God and He provides us with opportunities to have what we asked for.

earlier on this year i prayed for something so dear to my heart. though it's not fulfilled yet, God has already provided me with opportunities for it to happen. so God, continue providing me with those opportunities alright?

and i was thinking of sharing a song. so long since i last did. anyway, here it is!

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone


beautiful song. though it's not recommended to be played over and over again. haha.

ok i got to go.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 2:05 PM