sorry, wanted to update last night after talking to my dad but i had no mood to. anyway, the conclusion is, i'll be leaving jc for poly. and yea, friday is my last day and i'm so going to miss the people i met in tpjc.

hmm about last night. well, it's the first time i found my dad so admirable. he told me his stories, his defeats and his glories. as i listened, i was so so proud of my dad. and i was thinking, maybe all these while i've been wrong about him. maybe all these while, my dad is actually pretty cool. sadly, that thought didn't hold long. it was like within minutes when he shattered that pretty picture of him. everything he said contradicted with his stories. and everytime i tried to explain my rationale, he interrupts. yes unfair it was, i even let him carry on with his "speech" and listened. in the end, i was so heartbroken that i cried. for that i felt that i was weak. i couldn't control my emotions. but, am i not given grace since he IS my dad? ain't a daughter be allowed to show her soft side to her father? for once when i felt that hey, i can actually cry infront of my dad but it ain't for the right reasons. what's worse is that he reprimanded me about crying. he told me that in business, you have to control your emotions. and the way i was talking and crying at the same time, would show that i'm a lousy businesswoman. i felt so hurt when he said that. can't i be allowed to cry infront of my dad? i guess he was always the hard one in my family and he was especially harsh with me even though i was a girl. reason why i turned out so tomboyish was him. DON'T CRY! TRY THIS! THAT DOESN'T HURT! GET IT DONE YOURSELF! yup, that's my dad. and i don't blame him. it's just that at this phase when i needed his approval and support most, he betrays me. but at least, he allows me to quit jc. and that's the main point so i'm not going to sore over this too much.

today in school, i broke the news to most of the class. erm to be more precise, all of the girls. i don't know how many guys heard about it during econs tutorial. so like during econs, the girls kept bombarding me with 'don't go!'s and 'stay la!'s. at that moment, i really wanted to tell them how much i appreciate them and love them for treasuring me so much. even it was such a short period of time, two months, i didn't realise how much we were attached to each other. and at that same moment, somebody cried (shan't say who). that almost caused a chain reaction and i was included! bleh, luckily i didn't or i would've lost so much tears. so for the rest of the day, i really treasured every second i spend with 07s22 girls. and we took many photos and got really high during PE. and i'm grateful for all of them being so enthusiastic about it. love you girls loads! so, let the pictures do the talking!





huayan and me during chem audi





unplanned spastic pose! >.<
I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY CALCULATOR!





07s22 girls





fun shot!





oooooh!! so many hands!





we're getting good at this xD





left: jac, karen, darrell





yes yes, the two cam whores again! LoL.





left: jac, me, huayan, karen, darrell





karen! my canteen buddy!! FOOD *.*





erm girls? more civilised?





ok, more cam whoring!
left: huayan, yuxin, darrell





ok, i'm sorry for calling you girls whores. LoL!
left: yuxin, darrell, jac





the infamous side cheek act cool pose!










aiyo~! *claps and points*





onetwothreefourfivesixseven!! :)





yours truly xD




that's all! hope you all enjoyed the photos cause i rarely post any! haha. anyway, i'm going to really have a hell of a time in tpjc till the end of this week to make sure i don't regret anything! yup! and by the way, any 07s22 people that comes by this blog, can you all at least tag something? please? lol.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:58 PM