LeeUuZ's gonna crash TJC tomorrow!! wish me luck!
sigh, i don't understand why i keep insisting on going tj when i've been rejected so many many times. somehow, i get this feeling that i'd probably not end up in tj at the end of the day but my deep down in my heart's desire, i still carry this thin strand of hope. and i'm just hanging onto it until it finally breaks and i fall and hurt myself. but i guess it's ok isn't it? my parents always said that when i was a small girl, i've never cried when i fell. so i won't cry now would i? i won't right?
-LeeUuZ
♥ 11:28 PM