no one likes to be accused, including me.

days (nights) have been rough for me. found a job and lost it within days. been working at some ktv pub selling tequila shots. new experience and i got to know the same type of people-

WHO GIVES A DAMN AS LONG AS YOU'RE RICH?

which is a sad but true reality. men are the most confident when they have money. why i say that?

some fat ugly bastard who claims to be a TP alumni had the cheek to bargain with me. he requested that for him to buy the shots, i would have to feed him with my mouth.


can't he just take a look in the mirror? i was so sick i almost puked on his face but didn't. just smiled and left.

other than that, many many drama-mama stuff keep happening to me. stuff i only hear about or watch on TV. never expected it to happen directly to me. freaked me out pretty badly. hais. my life is just going through some weird phase la.

about losing the job, i saw it coming. felt really unappreciated. actually, most of the jobs that i take up, i end up feeling unappreciated. things that i do for the job, the boss never sees. all they see, are the superficial things that's too shallow to judge anyone.

i'm very definite of two things, i know my capabilities very well and that customers enjoy chatting with me. these two, none of my previous employers could tell. only the time i worked in StarHub and under olivia was i ever appreciated. the rest just fucked their own lives fucking with mine.

so i came to a very strong conclusion,


but apart from that, i got accused of pocketing the sales revenue. what's worse isn't the fact that the cost will be deducted from my pay, but the fact that he accused me in the most subtle and indirect manner.


noticed he said MISSING when i told him i made a mistake by handing the tray to the bartender for washing before collecting the tequilas from the shot glasses.

why can't he just say he'd deduct the cost of the five shots from my pay?

that wasn't the only thing he accused me of by the way. blame it on my greed. money overcame my rationality.

ohwells, no point working for someone who doesn't appreciate my efforts.

♥ 8:24 PM