no one likes to be accused, including me.

days (nights) have been rough for me. found a job and lost it within days. been working at some ktv pub selling tequila shots. new experience and i got to know the same type of people-

WHO GIVES A DAMN AS LONG AS YOU'RE RICH?

which is a sad but true reality. men are the most confident when they have money. why i say that?

some fat ugly bastard who claims to be a TP alumni had the cheek to bargain with me. he requested that for him to buy the shots, i would have to feed him with my mouth.


can't he just take a look in the mirror? i was so sick i almost puked on his face but didn't. just smiled and left.

other than that, many many drama-mama stuff keep happening to me. stuff i only hear about or watch on TV. never expected it to happen directly to me. freaked me out pretty badly. hais. my life is just going through some weird phase la.

about losing the job, i saw it coming. felt really unappreciated. actually, most of the jobs that i take up, i end up feeling unappreciated. things that i do for the job, the boss never sees. all they see, are the superficial things that's too shallow to judge anyone.

i'm very definite of two things, i know my capabilities very well and that customers enjoy chatting with me. these two, none of my previous employers could tell. only the time i worked in StarHub and under olivia was i ever appreciated. the rest just fucked their own lives fucking with mine.

so i came to a very strong conclusion,


but apart from that, i got accused of pocketing the sales revenue. what's worse isn't the fact that the cost will be deducted from my pay, but the fact that he accused me in the most subtle and indirect manner.


noticed he said MISSING when i told him i made a mistake by handing the tray to the bartender for washing before collecting the tequilas from the shot glasses.

why can't he just say he'd deduct the cost of the five shots from my pay?

that wasn't the only thing he accused me of by the way. blame it on my greed. money overcame my rationality.

ohwells, no point working for someone who doesn't appreciate my efforts.

♥ 8:24 PM

weekday nights are all work work and more work!

it's good that i'm earning some money now. not easy though, what i'm doing..

SOME GUY IS QUITE AFFECTED WITH MY PUSSY AS WOMAN'S FACE POST! HAHA..

just quote,


cheers.. short post to show signs of survival. actually, i think i update my facebook and twitter more often. do catch me on twitter! it's on the right sidebar.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

♥ 4:27 AM

i can't tell you how much i dislike the promoting job at watsons. not just about the ugly uniform, but the hours you spend doing nothing! of course my job would be to promote the product but i just find it so pointless. and i don't even use it.

and i found out about the stuff that made up our sanitary napkins, in short, PADS!

it's freaking disgusting, disturbing, anything horrible you can imagine. and i got to know it cause a lady approached me to do network marketing on pads.

and you guys all know how network marketing works. you sign up, get more people to sign up, and you get more commission. simple as that. but that isn't really the point of this post.

ok, about the demonstration of the miraculous pad called Anion (google it). not that i'm promoting it la. you all can go check it out. the only reason that stopped me from doing this network marketing business is cause,

"if the pad is really that good, why the big boss don't want to just introduce it into the market? that way he can earn all the money by himself instead of sharing it with so many people."

back to the point. during the demonstration, i found out that the normal pads we use are made up of these things:


1) Industrial glue - you know the sticky part of the pad that keeps it on your panties? yes, it is industrial glue. the stuff that is used to stick tables, chairs and everything else that you can imagine. and detergent, is definitely not strong enough to remove it. thing is, you also cannot tell if it's still there!

2) Plastic - think of your pussy as your face. imagine wrapping your face in a plastic bag, can you breathe? or think of it as having heavy make up with all your pores covered the WHOLE DAY. ughh

the last one is the most unimaginable and most scary.























































































3) Recycled materials - yes, it is as you read it. the supposedly "cotton" that is used to absorb our blood is actually made up of RECYCLED paper and other stuff. you know? like cardboard, newspape-

*GASPS* used pads.... ohmygod.. and how they make it look clean? BLEACH. super strong bleach. how to find that out? simply tear out the "cotton" in your pad and put it in water. you'll see how the "cotton" turns yellow.


these are the stuff that women have been placing on their pussies for soooo many years! it's no wonder cervical cancer is the NUMBER TWO disease that is killing us, number one is breast cancer fyi.

us women should protest and sue the sanitary napkin companies for endangering our lives all these years. the world is so unethical!

fake meat-fillers, fake milk, now fake cotton. what's next?

♥ 2:56 AM

this verse ah... is going to make me do bad things...

♥ 2:09 AM

crazy with hair accessories recently. they're like simple objects that change your whole outfit into something entirely new! super exciting and all. haha.

taken on last sunday after work and going for movie. and i really enjoy the attention i get from it. haha super funny. people just keep staring. maybe it looks "costume-ish"?

movie watched,


i enjoyed it very much. i get high when i see all the cute boyish outfits that she made for herself before she became a full-fledged apparel designer. haha.

anyway, went out another day in blue!

and blue ribbons in my hair too.. haha. ended up wandering around orchard by myself due to some unforeseen circumstances. ohwell.



taken in thai disco after our paper that day. went to watch singapore cup too! geylang vs tampines which tampines won! (:

i get red very easily when i drink. this was like halfway through a glass of bourbon coke.

then like this week, went to visit christina at her chalet but ended up going to another group of friends' chalet at aranda. don't know the people there except for these few,



which we had a lot of fun while some were mahjong-ing outside. played truth or dare and i laughed till my stomach cramp.

the next day, which is wednesday..

we went butterfactory to celebrate pok's 19th! (:












and saw other friends there too. for one, there's........


and saw benpeh too. but he disappeared off real quick.

the crowd that night was mad squeezy! to manoveur through takes loads of time and technique la. everyone's like molecules sliding past each other. lucky i didn't get past anyone sweaty. EWW!







ended up at macs munching on burgers and gulping down our drinks. so much for butterfactory.

when there's a high, there's a low. i was high, so go figure.

packed my cupboard today and cleared out loads of clothings. now it looks fresher and i got space for more! KIDDING~ spent like three to four hours at it. hope it last at least two to three months. HAHA..

my blue ribbons are missing though ):

♥ 11:18 PM