first of all, i want to say,



congrats to all of us for retaining the GOLD. couldn't have done it without every single one of you. thanks for allowing me to gain such a result in my time of being the vice-captain. (:

went to celebrate just now with some of the team. sang and sang till my throat is so sore right now. had a really enjoyable time with all of you. you know, i wish i had the ability to treat you all for the ktv just now, especially the girls cause you all really deserve it. and by ability, i mean if i was working and earning my own money. sigh so sorry..

finally, the most hectic stressful and sleepless week that i've ever experienced in my poly life so far is OVER! all those submission datelines, presentations, competitions.. really threw me all over the place.

especially since thursday cause coach decided to let me do the line-ups.

you know? after POL-ITE, i really really appreciate and admire all my coaches. one thing, i don't understand how they handle the stress level la! it's like, when i did the line-ups, i was so scared that i screw things up and cause the team a loss. all coach face that so often but they face it ever so calmly. either that, or they can really hide their emotions well.

by the way, thursday we were against our biggest rival- NYP. thus making the decision for the line-up was even tougher. lucky for us (and me of course), the line-up and matches went through smoothly. even though the big score 3-2 may seem like a close fight, but really, we won them quite easily.

seriously, being a coach you must have the team's interest at heart.

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erm i fell asleep at that part cause was really tired.. ANYWAY!

after that day i swear i don't want to be a coach. everything that you decide, it must never be personal/emotional. and it's damn hard to do.

anyway, this has been a tough semester for me ba. besides projects and presentations, responsibilities for the team - defending the champion title, implementing physical training, watching people leaving the team... being a TPTT vice-captain is not easy. all i can say is, i pretty much messed myself up.

really need the holidays to freshen up and prepare for more that's coming.

♥ 6:23 AM