last night was bad. emotions getting out of control, crazy thoughts, impossible wishes.

it was rough but i made it till morning. and things got better, i suppose as it always does when the sun comes out.

haven't got much sleep the whole week due to individual assignments i was struggling to complete. and there's still more group projects due next week. school really sucks with all that crap and exams.

on the other hand, i do look forward to school so i can see all my friends. i'm tired but they are the ones motivating me.

training has been consistent for the past few weeks. monday wednesday and friday nights, i'm all booked for the game. want to retain the gold we had last year very badly. i don't say or show it, but really working hard.

thursday went to watch,

with damien rubina and nick!

not a bad movie as i thought it might be. very touching.. lucky it wasn't the cliche love story or i would've fallen asleep.

and i think this movie is better than Transformers luh! hahahaha.

the part when paul said he believes in conner and loves him, i teared.. so touching can! hahaha. sadly ah, jing not so mushy la hor?

then went to meet dj to "celebrate" birthday. haha. thanks for everything(:


hais this is one year that i wished hun and i weren't born on the same day. it's like every year, we like stealing each other's thunder/limelight whatever. last year my 18th, it didn't feel like my birthday at all. but it was a good year through and through.

this year it's his 21st. i don't want to steal his light la. i'm not as bad as him luh. HAHA.

but i think i have to put any celebrations on hold la. mad busy.

one more thing that's troubling me,


i haven't got my pay yet. so i still don't have money to do and buy stuff that i want. i have a sad life, for now. LOL

ok i'm going out for another movie!! and i complain i have not enough time to do my work. the irony!!!

leave you guys with one of my disney faves.. (:

♥ 9:45 PM