ivan's birthday was madness la. drink drank and got drunkards in the house. haha siao. everyone puked in the end. except for me and nic i think. hahaha.

BUT I THINK I'M DAMN USELESS.

only drank three redbull vodka and i got super giddy with my heart pounding in my head. in the end i just lay on the bed for an hour plus before i "regain consciousness".

that was when some guy came and ask me,


"you know who am i?"

i thought he looked like one of the earlier guys,

"leon?"

"what? you say i am who?"

"leon?" still a blur..

"eh ivan come, she say i'm leon leh.. who am i?"

doubts myself, "ivan's friend?"


LOL!!! turns out that was nic la.. hahaha damn irritating. i felt so blur la and my head hurts like crazy.

took many many pictures. lazy to give details la. just enjoy them like we did (:






love the last picture of michelle and me cause my eyes looks BIGGER! (X and notice how red we both- actually, look at how sober christina looks luh while lijia michelle and me are red like lobsters.




and we played tag teams for BIGTWO. the pair with the most number of cards left have to drink one cup each.










and more group pictures!!! (:



yay.... fun (: they all finally fell asleep by like near 5am leaving me and michelle to chat and keep an eye on them. went to get breakfast and i finally got my appetite back! quite a relief.. all the stuff pent up inside me, i finally got to relax.

work has started for me. i think cause of my bad knee, standing for straight six hours is super taxing for me. and i keep missing meals cause i'm not really sure about the protocol of the place.

looking forward to wednesday night cause we're going BUTTER FACTORY! hehe. so long since i last clubbed. very very looking forward to it. better don't last minute cancel la. i'll be damn dulan.

and i re-read xiaxue's older entries.
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2005/09/fucking-unfair.html

hais, i feel it man.

anyway getting really sleepy already. so i'm going to finish this up.

recently i got to do this personality test. the result is quite unexpected but very true. ohwell, here's one part of it,

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

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