do i have to write a disclaimer everything i blog?

seriously, i don't mind people commenting on whatever i've mentioned here. but it's just annoying that people don't get my point.

MR/MS BANG, whoever you are. friends or not of whom it may concern. i appreciate your comments and showing how loyal you are to friends and all.

but please? i've already said, that entry was for me to figure things out. it kind of ended like i was scolding instead of figuring out my thoughts la. i'm sorry for that yea? even if i didn't said it on the blog, i've told one of you before that i'll respect no matter what decision you make. it applies for all.

i merely think that, when people use "losing passion" as an excuse for quitting, it's just not right ba. i didn't just make up the whole passion thing. i went to search the dictionary on it. those are facts. basically, i can blog about passion for all i want whether is it related to this incident or not. it's just that this struck me so strongly that i decided to put it along in that entry.

hais, whether friendship is hurt in this whole "hoo haa" if you like to call it. it only affects friendship because we allowed it too. this entire incident, i must explain it's my fault for making sound so personal but it's my personal blog and my personal feelings. but seriously,

i don't mean it to be personal.

it's just my thoughts that i need to spill out. for linking to whatever things that i did, it's really just my thoughts. like figuring out why people aren't people turning up regularly for trainings. i believe that you have gone through that before. and surely, you'd be the best to understand what i'm going through now.

ok i'm not going to say you took sides ok? i just think, maybe we could've shared it with each other like how we used to. we seldom meet up anymore. and i admit, sometimes i just take it for granted that you're always there and get lazy to meet up and all. anyway, i've always valued your opinions on many things. we know that.

your entry about us, i don't really know how to describe my feelings. after those shit we went through.... ): i just.. i really don't know how to relate it to you. maybe a mix of disappointment and sadness.

for whatever things i'll do or say in the future in this blog, i don't think i'll be bothered to explain my part already. just come what may?

but i know i'll always have friends i can rely on. i hope one of them will still be you.

♥ 11:23 PM