finished exams yesterday. went out to play which ended with a bang.

will update more when i get back.

♥ 4:50 PM

hais. sorry for the lack of updates. it is boring to just blog about going to study every single day!

so far, i've finished 1 out of 5 exams. which sucks because the worse is yet to come. but friends and i have been thinking a lot about post-exam activities already. AS USUAL (X

study buddy has always been hoi but this year got michelle and christina. mostly michelle nowadays cause we both can't study at home. and it's so sweet of her to travel all the way from yishun to tampines! hahaha. me love love you ah. MUAH! (:

last thursday, hun booked out! but i had to study and all. it was just bad la apart from having each other.

had a paper last friday but it cost me a pair of sandals. ):

i don't know if it's my luck or what that every first paper of the end semestral exam, i'll spoil my footwear! the first was my m)phosis GOLDEN slippers. this time it's my GOLDEN sandals from........ schu? eh? forgot already but i love them very much. notice how both of them are GOLDEN in colour?

hais. maybe it's not my fate to wear gold stuff during exams. but anyway, bought a pair of converse sneakers and i zhng-ed it up a bit. (X

more about the bad luck, met christina and damien before the paper on friday and they were the ones that saved me from dragging my feet from the busstop to school. went for lunch and then for the paper.

guess what!? we went into the wrong class. and i cleverly and comfortably sat down. somemore! the girl infront of me have this yellow flower in her head who i assumed was michelle cause michelle got the same flower! (she got it while i was with her somemore!)

all the more i thought i was in the right class. so when i flipped open the question booklet, christina went past me and muttered,

we're in the wrong class.

... i really don't know how to react. LOL so paiseh. and i had to leave my bag in that class la!

ok. the most bad luck thing that happened. at night, hun and i went to have dinner with his bunk mates. and! he lost his wallet. KAO!!!!!!!!

really is suay. his green i/c is inside too. plus some useful vouchers from takashimaya and isetan. haiya. is it my fault? ):

hopefully this is what they call "buang suay". like unlucky till the max then all your luck will come back. HOPEFULLY it's true.

alright, enough blabbering. i'll finish the exams on thursday. but i think i can only update on sunday? hahaha. should be partying all the way man! excited! (X

back to business statistics. SAD

♥ 11:57 PM

before i went to sleep, i visited nee's blog and did this random thing!



HAHAHA! actually, if you click back and enter your name again, random results will appear differently each time. i did cheat for "Andey". but i swear "LeeUuZ" was done on first click!

result for "Liu Ying" is waaay cool.

NIGHT (:

♥ 12:47 AM

this valentine's day, i got to spend it with friends. and yes yes, how come not bf? cause he is in out field camp. how many times must i say? it's like nobody's paying attention to me.

met yiting for lunch cause it's her birthday. and we decided to go shopping instead of iceskating. haha. got myself a purple scarf that you'll see soon. dinner got pushed earlier and i had to leave yiting early. sorry gf! ):

but anyway, went to heeren waraku for dinner.


and after that went to bugis to wait for xiaogui to end work before we can go supper. and so, while waiting, we got to take many pictures!

models are christina michelle ivan tim and me!





as love is in the air that very night, kisses were shared. muah..



jealous not! haha. i get to kiss pretty girls! (: but tim got kissed by ivan. sweeeet.





so happy that we have to jump for joy!


and i decided to do a magic trick- levitation.


























































and it was suppertime,


though i was so hungry that i almost ate christina, we managed to travel to clarke quay with xiaogui and met her sister and sister's bf. (:

after that went to somewhere in pasir ris to slack.

yiting called me around 4am and sounded so drunk. hahaha. in case you haven't experience it before, the way she talks when she's drunk is like damn whiny and super loud. and funny thing,

me: are you dumb?

yiting: ya!

me: huh? i ask if you're dumb leh. you're drunk la.

yiting: hahahaha

LOL!

and then this was what happened when i got her to pass the phone to ben,

me: eh your gf drunk.

ben: how you know?

me: can hear ma. i ask her if she's dumb she said yes.

ben: it's probably true la cause drunk people don't lie.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

the night ended and i got myself a terrible sorethroat. it hurts and itches but the cough seems to be there but not there. aiya, hard to explain.

will be studying tomorrow. exams are coming. what a time to be physically and mentally worn out.

i haven't shed a tear. are you proud? (:

♥ 11:59 PM

last day of school was on thursday, for me that is. all those drama, all those laughter, all those anger, gossips, all ends today. this may not be the best class i've been in, but i've made many friends that we can share our problems with.

well, all good things come to an end. please girls, let's meet up often k? many a times, when separation comes, most procrastinate about catching with old friends. and it's because of this, friends drift apart.

i hope we don't drift yea? will definitely miss you all.

didn't manage to take pictures with everyone. maybe can take during the exam days but they might not be in the mood for it.





didn't take picture with christina cause i know we will still meet pretty often la. hahaha. especially now when she introduced me to all her friends. the first friend that got me to know all of her friends luh.

and i thought i've met enough people in 2008. LOL

at night, went to PLAY with michelle xiaogui and ivan. danced for three hours plus. poor feet! but it's been so long i can dance till so shuang. haha. never really drink. haha. i think i'm very chicken.

have phobia for drinking cause i don't really get the "high" feeling and i usually feel drowsy and head-heavy. but the biggest part of it, i'm afraid of puking.

i guess it's cause everytime it happens, i don't get the "nice" and "caring" treatment. i end up feeling really guilty. the first time, i got a scolding from hun and we quarrelled quite badly over it. left me super uncomfortable and crying at the same time.

the second time it happened, i puked cause i drank too fast. and it was only barcardi! like what the..... hais. such a weak attempt.

yup, so that's my story about not enjoying drinks.

back to the subject on PLAY, had some fun with them. haha. embarrassing moments too.












fun, but super tiring. reached home like 5am and finally gave my feet the rest they earned. and i ended up sleeping for almost the whole day. finally woke up around 2plus 3pm and played com till 6pm before going back to sleep till mom comes home with dinner.

hahaha. i'm damn pig.

then went to pasir ris interchange awhile to slack with christina tim ivan and ruben.

ohya!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR YITING!!

and also,

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND READERS! (:

plenty of love to you all. muah muah!

mixed feelings. i'm happy cause i get to spend vday with my friends but i'm super sad that hun's in out field camp. it's going to be our second anniversary but we can't spend it together):

i miss him loads. it's bad enough to not see him, but to not hear from him too!? i feel so helpless. and i miss him so much that i dreamt of him booking out early. sadly it was all a dream. and friends tried to cheer me up like saying he might be planning a surprise for me?

hais. i don't think so ba. cause he told me about the out field camp quite some time ago. and i don't want to have false hope.

i know i won't cry. but i don't want to sulk about it tomorrow and spoil everyone's day.



this emo-kid's not going to be here in the morning i promise.

i think i'm lucky to be attached at this age. cause i think i'll wreck havoc if i'm single now. LOL. i guess i just want to have fun. but i'm having fun being attached now because life's exciting enough for me. (:

niss you baby, come back in one piece.

♥ 2:35 AM

didn't go school today cause i wanted to give myself a break. super tired last night plus i was busy copying ALL the marketing lecture notes. and there were LOADS.

anyway, love what i was wearing on saturday. super colourful that i bear resemblance to a clown!


and plus i wore this super high stilettos. didn't ache much, but still suffered blisters ):

so sad, my feet look constantly ugly with those scars. even my nails are blue-black! have to keep them covered with some nail polish to prevent scaring the hell out of people.

watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons on that saturday night.


the movie is super long! i get all fidgety wondering when does it end. the thing is, the show doesn't have a clear cut climax. it's more like monotonous and calm. even during it's tragedies or happy reunions, can't seem to cry or smile at all.

there are some super random parts though, like the man who got struck by lightning seven times. hahahaha.

loads of life's lesson.

got scolded by hun cause he said i ruined his happy weekend by asking him to watch a depressing movie. haha. sorry, but i really really wanted to watch it ma.

still, i thought that the story was beautiful la. haha.

ohya! about saturday. i spent the whole day waiting! lX so in the end, hun felt bad and he initiated to take neoprints with me! LOL.


i have no scanner so this is the best you'll get. hahaha. there's two pictures that're damn funny and spastic. but it's damn small. sad!

we reached home near 5am. and had to wake up in the morning to go for competition at tampines west. and our team got champion! happy though i think i didn't help much for the team la. cause i was replacing hoi's sister in the team and she's really good. i'm just, hais.

average = unnoticeable

i need trainings! how come poly training always stop so early before the exams!? it'll be two months later between the time training stops then resumes. and cause of these two months, we have to waste another month to get back our standard before we can improve again.


haiya! i'm getting darker by the day! the sun is so hot that whenever i walk out from my place, i get some tan. ): the thing is, i'm not tanned evenly too. my nose is like black compared to the rest of my face.

boo.

and after the competition, went to yan jL's house for visiting. and i gambled. hais. only cause i wanted to let hun enjoy the game ba. i really don't enjoy gambling. it's not about winning or losing money, it's about self-control.

sometimes, people just gamble non-stop because they can't help it. and some people never get satisfied with what they have. it's a good and bad thing in life. but it's definitely bad in gambling.

and i've said many many times before, things i hate most, number one is smoking, number two is gambling.







forgot to mention! we drove there! haha. we're not the drivers though. colin and hoi are! haha. and it's damn comical when we got lost so many times. had to keep going in circles and stuff. first ride that i felt so stressed about the directions. LOL

so, i'll make sure when i'm the driver, no one's going to get lost. (:

promised christina to get our licenses together. so maybe by the end of this year i should be able to drive?

but i really don't see the point in getting my license now. cause my dad seems to think that it'll only be appropriate for me to drive ONE YEAR AFTER i get my license -.-

if i can't even practise during the one year, how do you expect me to drive safely after that? funny luh.

six more days till our second year but i'll spending it without him. he on the other hand will be spending it with twenty other guys and also some wild boars. wonderful (:

♥ 5:00 PM

been updating super regularly these few days.

my mood today sucks la. it was quite good in the morning though.

was going to meet yiting and gang after school. but don't know what happened, it got canceled while i was somewhere around town waiting. luckily there were others to accompany me or i could have just died waiting.

i guess i'm the spur of the moment kind of person. like if i say, let's go out now, i can do it. sadly, most of my friends are restricted by parents or age. laziness also plays a part. haha. i'm lazy, but if there's something more interesting than just staying at home to rot or waiting to sleep, i'll definitely go for it.

for this, i really miss honey. i miss the stayovers at his house when we could go for supper whenever i had hunger pangs. actually, i don't mind going to get food on my own. but! my place is damn ULU. the nearest place i can get food is like some coffeeshop at pasir ris central. around 20minutes walk away. too long for a walk by myself, and waaayy too far for filling my tummy.

another thing on my mind, i'm starting to think i might be too soft nowadays. i asked people around me about what they'll do if someone stepped and spoilt their laptops. all gave me the similar variations of the two answers,

"i'll definitely make them pay for it."

"i'll kill them."

LOL. and my reaction was,

hais. just refer to the entry somewhere before this. anyway, the culprit is jing's gf la. so much for first impressions?

and my reaction resulted in irateness. the fact that jing doesn't think it's important or something to feel guilty about, it angers me. i know it wasn't you who did it. i know dad gave you a bad tongue lashing. BUT, it doesn't mean you aren't responsible for what has happened.

i ain't angry in the first place cause i thought you'd be matured enough to think. or at least some appropriate action? i don't know la. what can happen by just "feeling guilty"?

i rob, i rape, i murder. i "feel guilty". and what happens? the person loses all his hard-earned money to buy milk powder for the baby? the person i raped gets a scar from the incident, phobia of sex? the dead person is yea, obviously dead. and all i can do is?

"feel guilty"

hais, and you had the cheek to piss me more. whatever right? i'm just a nonsensical sister who makes your life miserable by asking you to do ridiculous things.

but it seldom come across your mind that since young, i would fight anyone who bullied you?

like you said, whatever.






anyway, few days back, got bored in class and scribbled a head.




i've always had a fetish of guys with facial hair. now i think, i like fringes too! hahaha. it's waaaayyy sexy like that.

and presenting.............................................





































like so cute right? contrast to now. that's why i always say, i don't think my primary school friends can recognise me at all. unless they've been contacting. and it'll be a miracle if they come up to me on the streets and go like,

"you're LIUYING right??"

hahahaha.

it's also been some time since i camwhored. but not really much into the mood leh. sigh. now i've got a better camera phone and i'm not making full use of it though.




ohya! i remembered! there are shisha pictures to be uploaded and updated. but i want to get all the pictures before i do so. got most of it from christina already. think there're some with dil. hmm..

♥ 2:14 AM

i love fridays. it's the only day i get to wake up late for school, and it's also means that the WEEKEND IS HERE! (:

this morning, watched videos of Whose Line Is It Anyway on youtube. hahaha. got me laughing like mad so early of the day.

here's one episode of it.

it's called Helping Hands where colin (the short guy) is supposed to be ryan's (the tall one) hands. and they keep sabo-ing each other. super funny. (X

ENJOY!



alright. got to go! (:

♥ 11:49 AM

school is mundane. haven't got back my BA2 test yet. think i did super bad compared to all my friends. most of them got like 40+/45. cool huh?

i thought my re-test was hard. stared at the paper and my mind totally went blank. jialat.

after school, went to marina square to buy present for honey! (X

just now went for a game of...............................





















this is Lleyton Hewitt, by the way. though i seldom watch tennis at all, i super admire his play! cause i can't do it la. though he's aggressive in his style, but he's clear-minded throughout the game.

when i'm aggressive, i tend to be rash. ):

what's more? KARE WA HANSAMU DESU NE! handsome(X

of course honey is more handsome la. hewitt lose you a bit k? hahahahaha

well, it's been a long time since i last touched tennis. but, think i still have some feel for it. anyway it's quite closely related to tabletennis la. just that i have to run more and swing more. haha. fun(:

♥ 11:41 PM

kaos. the previous post about the SIT ON TOILETBOWL MANY MOONS, i'm like doing that la.

don't know what happened to my stomach can? just kept diarrhea-ing. and each time is more watery than the previous. yuck. HAHAHA

today is my LAST presentation,


great job everyone. had so much fun doing all the stuff with you all. it's my funnest group so far. like totally stress-free and just crap and laugh. AAWWW.. so mushy right?
















aiya, i'm in a dilemma right now. HAPPY that i've cleared all my projects and presentations already. but SAD cause i had too much fun during jap project and now it has ended.
ARIMASHOO!! (let's meet up)

LOL

at least, i think it's half right. hahaha.

♥ 11:51 PM

supposed to go bugis with christina, cherelle and michelle. in the end, only me and michelle went cause the other two PANGSEH. ):

but still had fun la. finally bought my black suspenders. can't wait to wear it. haha.

then went back to school for role play rehearsal. think we're doing quite well. hopefully all goes well tomorrow. wish us luck yea?

on the way home, was listening to Muttons Till Midnight on 98.7fm. it was hilarious. i don't know how many times must they make me laugh stupidly on public transport, BY MYSELF!? LOL

here's what they said,

CONFUCIOUS SAYS,

Man who eats many prunes...

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

super amused.

OHYA, celebrating jing's birthday tomorrow at SAKURA, tampines safra! so excited(:

♥ 10:59 PM

i won two prizes today.

first, went to school all dressed up and ready for presentation. flew to school by cabbing. in the end? PRESENTATION CANCELED. the tutor didn't even bother telling us, nor did he apologise for all the inconvenience.

second, got home and turned on my laptop. switched on lights and air-con, returns to lapto-FUCK! what the hell happen to it!? the monitor is cracked.



whoever who did it, i'm not that angry la. cause it's a good and VALID excuse for me to get a new laptop. because in the first place, dad wasn't willing to buy a new one for me though it was hanging and many other problems. now he has no choice. LOL (X

BUT! it doesn't mean that i'm not a little bit angry. i have stuff that needs to be completed online. and all my precious documents, music and pictures! before i even had the time to back up those files, now i can't.

now my only entertainment left is my handphone now that my psp memory card is spoilt and laptop's gone.

but today was pretty enjoyable.

practised the roleplay with jap group mates. very funny la the whole gang. haha. really had fun be it discussing or acting out the roleplay. will miss doing this with them ba. (:

tomorrow, NO SCHOOL! (X will be going out with cherelle, christina and michelle! hee i'm happy and excited.

and oh, i'm using the HOME computer. not jing's, it is shared. LOL.

♥ 9:41 PM

i need sleep so badly. but haven't been getting it for quite awhile. be it staying up for projects, supper or go out play, i really need sleep.

today too. but i still have to study for a retest on monday evening.

haiyoyo.

♥ 12:30 AM