mood lightened after finishing up my projects. left with presentations now. really looking forward to the end of all these projects. they've been kind. LOL

just going to put up some pictures i took but haven't got the time to go through yet.


sometimes, our lives just fly past so quickly that we don't have time to stop and appreciate our surroundings.

my 18th year on this earth, it's been a wild ride and it's over already. times i wish i could go back, they can't be returned.

right now, the person i miss most is grandpa. it's my first new year without him. my first new year not waking up early to proceed with the tradition. this new year, i keep thinking about him. about how he'd greet the whole family with grandma. smiling as he wished us all good health and good grades.

i'm not crying. no tears.

i just miss him dearly. these days, i keep thinking about the times we spent together. how he held my hand to cross the road, fetching me to and fro the kindergarten, playing chess and tic-tac-toe, teaching me how to ride a bicycle. all the fundamentals, all of them he taught.

still feeling that it's so unfair that he had to leave early. if not for that, if not for that... this year, he'd be 84. and he'd still be strolling with grandma in the mornings; saw her going out for walks by herself worries me.

i realised how much the family depended on him to take care of grandma.

grandpa, i'm so sorry for not being home often. miss you much. do visit me in my dreams, i promise i won't cry (:





last week in school, to many of our horror,


and they are so damn big and infesting the school everywhere! it's an eerie sight.

actually, it's fake la. obvious right? haha. just wondering why are they in school though and who pasted them there.

last friday night, went out with christina and her gang (WAHAHA) to shisha near haji lane there. will post the pictures when she sends them to me. also, went to meet michelle xiaogui and dil later on to drink and also for xiaogui's farewell. missing her. lX

that night was the first time i went PLAY. and when i got out of the toilet, saw two guys frenching each other passionately. but it feels like a nice place. may go again if there's company. (:

am i as handsome as...





















hahahahahahahahahaha! the shop owner has cute sense of humor. (X





reunion dinner. jing and jovian deeply engrossed in their own gadgets. super jealous because,

MY PSP MEMORY CARD SPOILT! )):
*wails in despair*

so sad can? was having a lot of fun bishibashi-ing on it luh.

went out with baby! it's our THIRD new year together. huh? third? not possible what. we only together almost two years only ma. how come it's our third new year right?

HAHAHA! in 2007, new year was on feb17 or feb18. somewhere there. haha. we just got together then!

there's this memory game we always play to see who has the best memory of course. (X currently, we are wondering which new year was it that i wore a green v-necked top. haha. too bad i don't have the picture. or we could check it out luh.

but i think it's the first year. cause i wore this in the second year.


and here's this year. (:


so sad that this new year past too quickly. i haven't got enough of baby yet.

and my mom did something funny again. dinner, she gave me two spoons instead of the usual one spoon one fork. hahahaha.

if only we could float through life's ups and downs~

♥ 11:47 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009 EVERYBODY(:

hope you all enjoyed your new year. well i haven't. mood has been spoiled day after day by messages about projects blahblah. and i thought we made it clear?

reunion dinner, SPOILED.

reunion dinner at maternal side, SPOILED.

out with boyfriend, ALSO SPOILED.

i hope you're happy. and i'm not the only one who got it. how many times do we have to emphasize that we will all be BUSY? you're not the only one worrying about the project. we are too. don't have to act like the only one who care by bothering everyone else and spoiling their mood right?

we can and will get it done. the more you nag, the poorer the quality of work. come on, it's a HOLIDAY, right?

on a happy note, christina and friends are coming over my house for awhile. LOL.

and another happy note, CHERELLE's going to treat me drinks on thursday! REMEMBER(:

and before i get back to my sorrows, i'll leave a bit of laugh for all.


apparently, i'm not the only one worrying about my econs article. hiakhiakhiak....

♥ 10:55 PM

you know, i was never at the "popular" end in school last time. some thoughts came into my mind while surfing facebook, where pictures are labeled as "class" outings or some other big organisation's name. in the end? i only see that familiar few faces.

and i think, why call it a "class" outing when it's not really the class. just the few people from the clique in class. it's so, ironic?

it's really fine when they put it as "went out with clique today!" or "mini class gathering" or similar.

"yay! class outing!" - do you think putting it this way really meant that you went out with the whole class? are you just trying to show that hey! i have life, i go for these gatherings, but you don't! and the gatherings are like BIG stuff, that erm, 7-8 of us went, out of the whole 38 of us! like, less than a quarter?

how fun (:

as i said, i wasn't from the "popular" end of the school. but i just can't stand people who assumed that their clique is really the WHOLE class.

i mean, it's not what.

how can 5 people BE the whole class?

anyway, it's not personal ba. and of course, i'm not talking about 2ho4, 4e06, 07S22, nor 1B15. eyy? so it's not school i'm talking about. where else could it be? hmm...

and surprising events have led me to ponder a lot about people. like superficially, one can never be sure about the other person's personality, habits, etc.

like you see this person that you really respect, and then, he/she turns out to be another kind of person that's supposed to be on your people-to-throw-in-jail list. it's pretty scary.

the human psychology is really fascinating. i'd love to study it. but more on the case-by-case basis. not the theory stuff that school teaches.

i love watching bubbles, and bursting them too. (:

♥ 11:56 AM

WAHPIANG. studied for my test and i overslept. how cool is that?

♥ 11:42 AM

i'm actually on the verge of dozing off. still, just want to do an entry.

studied today. cause tomorrow (tuesday) i have TWO tests. but only finished with one. i think in situation like this, the second test results would suffer. unless you're super smart or super hardworking or both.

i know i'm super smart(:

and jing got this damn cool mask we've been talking about for ages and ages ago.

sweet huh? i think masks are cool. but i think dolls are scary. especially those you either press its stomach or pull their strings and they'll go like,

"MA MA."

eeww, sends goosebumps down my spine.

alright. it's time to sleep. my eyelids weigh a ton!

♥ 1:31 AM

my weekends are hard earned and super precious. it's the only time i'll completely not think about school and related, to just focus on my soldier and relaxing of course.

saturday, we just walked around TM before heading to his house after booking out. it's tedious. like, he's out on saturday and sunday he'll be in again. sian. time together is well cherished. i really want us to go through this. and he's been really sweet. (:

went to his primary school friend's 21st birthday party at costa sands.

thing was, it ain't that simple. the theme of the party was purple. which i guess is pretty easy to fulfil. but we didn't had any that day. so while chiong-ing to TM to get the present and purple stuff, we chanced upon the monthly flea market nearby his house! whoopee!

and this is the purple stuff he wore-

















he said he was brave and he wore it since we bought it and throughout the party. haha. if i'm his friend, i'll be super touched! and erm, worried about his sexuality also. LOL





geek specs borrowed from jing. it's not his! well anyway, i guess i look weird in geek-style. haha, maybe i'm waaayy too cool for it? (X

so not my league luh *flips hair and prance away*

went shopping too. finally got my falsies (fake eyelashes in case guys don't know).
THREE PAIRS (: all different designs too.

and i got one set of cny's clothes. surprising i only spent $25.90 for the whole set. well, excluding shoes which i haven't bought, and the falsies of course.

hehehe, i'm a pro-scrimper/bargain hunter.

ohya, i mentioned in the previous entry that mom's going to thrash my stuff if i don't pack right? haha. she didn't! in fact, she miraculously cleaned up the mess! haha. damn pro. immediately went to find her,

“咪！你很神耶！”
(mom! you're god-like!)

hahahaha. and she's super proud of herself luh.

even changed our bedsheets. now i'm just worried that i'll stain it or something. cause,
my period isn't here yet (X

and it's super sweet of her to change for us. and think mom's sense of humor is super cute too.




HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! super hilarious. and she was so excited about it that she immediately showed me right after she bought it. and we were laughing at how appropriate it was for jin-OOPS! erm, nothing. (:

and if you look closer at the bedsheet,


LOL. yes it is!
if THAT is what you're thinking it is.

my family can be so amusing at times. (:

SIGH, it's monday again.

♥ 12:22 AM

school's been lethargic. and i'm so glad it's finally the weekends already! only thing left is for my honey-munchkin-sweetie-pie *pukes* to book out! hahaha. yuck can't believe i said that.

many projects still on. thanks to those who encouraged me along the way. will be having two tests on tuesday. wish me many luck cause i haven't been studying or going for lectures.

BUT i do go to school. and pay my utmost attention! erm, at least to a few subjects.

need to pack my room and all. mom says she'll thrash my stuff soon. hahaha. don't think she will la. the good news is, we're finally going to renovate the room! (X can't wait to change that huge ugly yellow doubledecked bed to some platform. haha. and i'll repaint the room!

oh i had this weird dream last night. and many many others. but i can only remember this one.




HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! so crap right? it was such a rough night that i didn't get proper sleep and kept waking up at odd timings. the only good thing was, i fell asleep after each time very instantaneously. HEH

chinese new year is around the corner. but i'm not really excited about it. haven't got my new year clothes yet. shopping dates are coming up! should be next friday, saturday and sunday! right before the celebration. haha.

i'm only into the shopping.

really excited about friday. heehee..

alright. this entry is just so random. and oh! i got the pictures from the filming. now i'll just wait for the IVP ones and i'll update them together. (X

NIGHT ALL(:

♥ 12:44 AM

hi all. busy days busy days. among these few days, there was the TP open house. wasn't involved but i was there to witness it.


erm, honestly speaking. i thought the open house was more of a mini party for TP students luh. especially the mass dance part. no offense to those involved though. just thought that the people were enjoying themselves a lot ma. haha.

and of course, how better to celebrate with mass dance right? let's do the chicken dance!
NANANANA NANANA! YEO YEO YEO YEO! CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP!


hahaha. total craziness huh?

so while all these, we had our IVPs too. and it's over already. we lost to NYP and NTU. it was pretty close with NYP, too bad on our side. still, last day of competition against NP, it went pretty well.

the year3s got to play their last game and they won! great job! we'll miss you all when you all graduate. enjoy your final semester in TP! (:


hopefully we get good players this year. and i want to improve!





while waiting for makeup tutorials for BA2. at first thought the tutorial was cancelled as Mr Jimmy Tay didn't pick up his phone. turns out, as we were crossing the bridge, classmates called to say there'll still be tutorial. sad have to go back.







ok. getting snoozy. night all! (:

♥ 2:10 AM

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ok here are some things that i have to do by tonight.

1. Japanese proposal form
2. Marketing project (my section)
3. Marketing tutorial (THREE CHAPTERS. meaning like 45MCQs and 6 short answer?)

but that's for tonight.

i still have,

4. POM
5. study for statistics and accounting tests
6. i think there's an individual statistics project/assignment
7. the other parts for the jap

i'm not stressed ba. just frustrated at the amount of stuff that i have to do.

good luck everyone who's trying hard tonight. (:

♥ 1:24 AM

the purpose of this post is just for me to drool. girls, drool along, guys erm, too bad ah. if you want to drool along it's totally fine (:

watched RED CLIFF 2 on saturday and it was brilliant! depressing as it may be, still had fun watching the camera graphics and the display of intelligent warplay.


and what else is brilliant? WATCHING TAKESHI KANESHIRO AS ZHUGE-LIANG! hahahahahahaha!!!




like that look at him i also shy le. too bad i can't find the pictures of him smiling playfully in one of his genius plan scenes. just drool at these for the moment.

other than red cliff 2, i also finished watching,


it's pretty tragic but fun all the same. maybe some of the CGs were too exaggerated but the storyline is not bad ba. had fun laughing by myself and also tearing at the parts near the end.

of course, the major cute guy here is Lee Junki. but the rest are cute too! especially when they're young.




cute little boy. he plays the young version of Il Ji Mae. and it breaks many hearts watching him cry when he struggles to escape soldiers hunting him down and watching his dad get murdered.

then, there's Park Shi Hoo. he plays a rival of Il Ji Mae. maybe it's not his looks,


but one must admit, that he has a damn nice body. so sad i couldn't find his topless photo. HAHA. ohwell, drool over this ba.


alright. for those eager Lee Junki fans, i know he is cute la. in fact, i think he is pretty also la. no need to explain right? just look at him!

i love that 3rd picture. cause in the show, there's a part when he loses his memory and acts like this goofy good-for-nothing guy. haha. has many cute expressions that I CAN'T FIND. haiya.

on a side note, i think there's a resemblance between him and rain.


or rather it's more of Lee Junki + Park Shi Hoo.
hahahaha. fans will kill me. (X

sian. waiting for boy to book out tomorrow. it's a long wait.

and ohya! i'm also enjoying Il Ji Mae's soundtrack. it's awesome (:

♥ 10:38 PM

to think i'm actually awake at this time on a sunday morning. my poor army boy had to book in for guard duty. and when the weekend ain't short enough (usually saturday 11am out, sunday 930pm in), this weekend is like than 24hours can?

♥ 10:26 AM