
i kinda messed up my current life. so busy with everything. i thought that i'm supposed to have more time now that handsomeboy's in NS. in the end, i have even lesser time now.
chat on the phone with my soldier got me buried in my own tears. it seems like i'm always the one that is messing up our relationship. and time is being robbed away in front of my eyes yet i'm not doing anything.
feeling super lousy right now.
but i've decided, to tell mediacorp i can't make it on new year day or i'll simply just quit. since like so far, it's been causing me more misery than good.
♥ 10:08 PM