i was chatting with this guy called james on msn. and randomly, he told me that he reflected on the past year and found out he didn't accomplish a lot of things that he had set out to do. so i went back to my archives to find my resolutions for 2008 and OH!

GOD:
1. rely on Him
2. talk to Him regularly, He loves my voice i know (x
3. listen to Him
4. get at least five friends to church
5. QT where are you????
6. be testimony to friends and family
[0/6]

LIFE:
1. drink less or don't drink at all
2. stay home more- i'll stay home more now cause handsomeboy's in NS ):
3. go to school regularly (x
4. fight less with boyfriend over stupid stuff- erm, i guess it's all part and parcel of the relationship right?
5. be more daring to make new friends
6. be more daring to invite new friends and old friends to hang out together- not enough time
7. get boyfriend to know more of my friends- he say he shy
8. not to get hooked on clubbing
9. be less easy to be jealous, haha
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SELF-IMPROVEMENT:
1. improve on makeup
2. take up dancing classes, HIPHOP AND LATIN HIPHOP HERE I COME- lazy
3. abs abs abs abs abs abs abs abs- didn't get abs but my tummy's gone! (:
4. finally train on my tabletennis, lol
5. get tanner, put my new bikini to use- i want to be fairer now, why ah?
6. stop peeling my dry lips, i just did- and i just did again few hours ago
7. stop scratching/peeling my scabs, i know i'll bleed and leave scars
8. pass grade 8 piano, hurhurhur- haven't took the exam yet
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ok. i guess i failed quite badly. especially the God part. i guess i've become the type of Christian who believes in God but have lost faith in church. the habit of going, the passion in the past, i wonder why it's gone.

summary, i think through the year, some of my views have changed. like how at the start i wanted to get tanned but now i want to be fair. some stuff i managed to accomplish halfway like the tummy part. i don't know whether to be proud of myself or not.

hais.

it's only when you set resolutions, you reflect, and you go like,

"geez, what have i been doing this whole year?"

and 2008 is ending. with undone resolutions, i'll be setting new ones for the new year. piling up just like homework. (X

i love chatting on the phone with you. cause we never did so as much in the past. still i miss you dearly. Christmas' eve!!

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