KONNICHIWA MINASAN! (:

being enthusiastic about my jap class. woot! and it's cause of jap, i have like five hours of break from 1pm till 6pm. home for now but have to go back school for lecture. ): but i like jap lecture leh. hmm

went on a cruise with handsomeboy on monday evening and we only came back yesterday morning. ohya! jing, if you see this, don't tell mom please.

anyway, the cruise is quite cheap and we(HE) had fun. LOL. there's a KTV lounge at the deck which i did not get to utilize! so sad! cause like the ktv is like those pub kind that when you sing, everyone listens. i'm not scared luh cause i did that before. just that handsomeboy wanted to go the casino and stuff so, haiz.

my BIGTHREE hatred,

1. SMOKING
it's unhealthy and it stinks. and just when i wanted to blog about it, xiaxue has done it again! woohoo! i guess reading her entry would be more entertaining than mine.

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2008_09_01_xiaxue_archive.html

but i still want to rant! i've been a victim to second smoke and i hate it. and i'm not sure if it's a mental thing or it's just my body, whenever i smell cigarettes i'd cough. and if it isn't bad enough, i get stinky hair! the smokers don't mind but i do. i get so frustrated as i'm easily affected by smell. stinky hair, stinky clothes.

i hate it when they just stand beside me and blow the smoke in my direction. or they walk in front of me while their smoke trails at the back. and they think i like it? sure, i'm COUGHING and CHOKING in delight. ja, arigato ne.

it irks me more when these inconsiderate smokers do it during the early mornings or late nights when the air is cleaner and fresher. like while i'm there taking a deep breath, then a whif- EWW.

simply don't understand why people take up smoking. while i was on the ferry travelling to the cruise (it's stationary de so we have to take a ferry there), i look at all the smokers around us taking a breather at the open deck. they look relaxed.

and i always wondered how does it feel to smoke? is there some orgasmic sensation when you take a breath? or do you feel high? makes me want to pick up smoking just to know what they're feeling. like, what's so good about it?

i've asked a few smoker friends (they are considerate people lucky for me) about how it feels like when they smoke. most of them tell me the same thing,

"don't know how to explain to you leh"

some just ignore my question.
one or two told me it helps them to destress.

some smokers cute one, like my ex-colleagues fion and candy. when they quarrel with their bf or got some problem, they tend to take more cigs then usual. to me, it's like harming your body twice la. not only cause they quarrelled and hurt their hearts or something, but also they kill themselves faster luh. crazy. from 4-5 sticks per day become one pack-.-

what to do? i'm a powerless little blogger with zero influence. i hope xiaxue's entry gets more attention.

2. GAMBLING
a little is ok. with self-control it's also ok. BUT, it's not ok when the person tells me that he/she is not addicted and yet! they can't stop when i tell them to.

and you know what is even worse than losing money in gambling?

SMOKERS.

thing is, gambling and smoking, these two are inseparable. casino, i hate the place. imagine the filth.

3. SPITTING
wah this is damn disgusting ok? i don't care where you spit. just don't do it in my sight or hearing. wahlao, it's like shitting in public can? it's ugly, rude, disgusting, and it shows how unhygienic you are.

especially those who spit right in front of me, maybe just a few inches from my feet, i swear i'll make you lick up your spit. enough is enough. no more disgusted and angry glares from me. just pure violence.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! feel my wrath.

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woo! oh and i want to declare something and i don't care if she reads my blog or not,

KHADIJAH YEO IS A FUCKING BITCH.

yes you are. i may smile to you in the past, but that was all before marketing tutorial yesterday. i will not tolerate an arrogant self-centered and smart alec bitch any more. before you go around flaming me with your "supporters", here's your act in full view.

people have suffered in your presence whether is it just doing projects or listening to you talk about your boyfriend over and over again. and once you're done with him, you go on to talk more about yourself. HOW INTERESTING.

you reject people's ideas and you claim yours as the best. end result? bad. the one i witness was the CSA project in first sem. you who claim you can do everything nicely. but it turned out everything but nice. it was horrendous. and you complained that you don't have time because you went out with your boyfriend? aww, what a pity. i wonder why you still reject all the help that people offered know?

and lucky for me, i haven't had you in any single one of my project groupings. and I STILL WILL NOT HAVE YOU in any single one of them now. so you can forget about joining my group.

marketing tutorial yesterday, we all submitted our groupings while khadijah was left groupless. the tutor said she could group with those who are absent (i shan't mention other names). you know what happened? she bloody bad mouth them in front of the whole class! yes, everyone could hear you.

but apparently you couldn't see us and our disgust.

it didn't matter if you bad mouth them, it didn't matter if what you said were true. what matters was that you said it when they are not around and it was during class. in front of the tutor to make matters worse.

please think, with that air-filled brain of yours, about why you WERE NOT INCLUDED in any of our groups. you have absolutely no right to discriminate other people.

girl, you better watch your step from now on, if you believe in karma. cause it'll hit you hard right smack in your face. and i'll be the first one to mock you like how you've mocked your classmates.

♥ 4:18 PM