handsomeboy has been sick on and off these few days. fever and shivering. ): worries me a lot. this morning we still went for competition at geylang serai, imagine the trauma he puts me through. both of us got second for our categories, men singles and women singles.

♥ 4:29 PM

i have to keep reminding myself that there's NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY. funny huh? when i was whining about school starting so soon, now i seem so eager to start it. haha.

had a very interesting friday night out with handsomeboy hoi and jason. though quite disappointed that more couldn't join us, at least some of us did enjoy ourselves.

went to thai disco. quite some time since i've last been there. and and and!! my super dashing and cute singer is still there! handsomeboy told me that my target that night was to take a photo with him. blah! i'm so shy can? seriously.

started with giving him the flowers while he was singing. i blushed like mad when i put it on him and quickly returned to my seat. can't help it. he's really damn cute. then as he was going past our table, handsomeboy quickly got his attention and asked for the photo. OMG.

and he agreed!!! i was super duper excited. ok ok, enough of the fussing right? just show you all the photo. wahahahaha. like what's the big deal about this thai guy that made me so gaga over him.




hahaha! he's so cute! too bad the nerdy glasses are blocking most of his face but HE IS STILL SO CUTE! i swear he's even cuter in real life. yiting saw him before right right right?? (X

*prance around the room in pure joy*

later on, this thai girl called ah ming came over cause she knew handsomeboy since the time he started work at thai disco. as usual, handsomeboy reluctantly danced with me. instead! now he got ah ming as a replacement. and she's really hot. too bad i'm not lesbian huh?

with all that dancing and stuff, we ended up taking photos again! but erm, i just don't know how it happened. well, just look at the photos yea?


yes, she kissed me. not the face, hand BUT THE LIPS. my virgin kiss for a girl. ohwell, at least she is hot. LOL

the rest of the night was like a dream come true to me i guess. one thing about handsomeboy is that he doesn't get jealous easily. so when the singer kept coming over and chatted, he just let me "flirt" a bit. haha so-called la.

and i managed to pluck up my courage to ask ah oon (don't know how it's spelt), the singer, if he was performing Khon Jai Ngai that night. you know what? he said he could perform it for me! hahahahahahaha! so sweet! (X

SAWADEEKUP! ((X

the guys had their own share of fun too. plus watching me go nuts over ah oon and with ah ming kissing me, can entertainment get any better?

i think handsomeboy deserves the most credit for that night. very very generous and very understanding. love him the most even though he might not be the handsomest, fittest, tallest of all guys. and i can't find anyone who can replace him. thankyou so much for the doting and pampering (:

left thai disco around 12am plus cause we were there since 10pm. crossed the bridge to withdraw some money and that's when we saw this poster.

reminds us of brandon. hahahahaha. we just kidding only ok? (X

went to geylang till like what? 5am? before we all went home.

there's quite a few movies i want to watch. high school musical 3 is one of them which i'll be watching later. 17 again is a must watch i think. you guys watched Friends? the guy called chandler will be acting in the movie along with zac efron. haha. it's because that chandler guy is in it that's why i want to watch. HAA

alright, i better get going. enjoy your weekend everyone!

♥ 11:35 PM

school has been dull so far. what can you expect from all that introduction to the new subjects? at least we did have fun during marketing fundementals today. with diamonds, proposals and such. (:

i also missed my first tutorial, somemore it's my cds, japanese. jialat, blacklisted already. had jap lecture today instead and i'm so sad. in the whole lecture theatre, there is NO ONE that i know! absolutely zilch! i'm not shy but i'm pretty lazy when it comes to making new friends.


and it helps so much that i've missed my tutorial.


after school on tuesday, went to bugis with some of the girls. michelle was the "fool" for the day la. haha. some stupid incident with "bread". alright, i shall give her face and just stop here.

HECK NO. then for what i mention it? LOL here goes.


familiar with these? apparently, cherelle isn't so she asked if they were real. and then it goes like this.
cherelle: eh the bread is real or fake?

michelle: real la!

me: *thinks that michelle is bluffing cherelle and plays along* REAL LA! really it's real.

michelle: real la, it's real. right? *thinking*

cherelle: huh so is real or fake?

me: real real real *continues to play along*

michelle: it's real right? *starts to look blur*

the rest: *stares in amusement*

michelle walks towards the counter and ask: the bread is real or fake?

PENGZZZZZZ!!!

wahlao, she really doesn't know anything about it and i was playing along thinking it was a bluff. hahahaha. left us all laughing like idiots and scramming from the scene. can anything get more stupid? LOL

of course anyone can be fooled by those real-like bread. they even feel real too! (X

alright, long weekend ahead for me! decided to miss tomorrow(friday)'s lecture on PRINCIPLE OF MANAGEMENT aka POM. and monday's deepavali. happy slacking(:

♥ 2:40 AM

first day of semester 1.2! (: happy i may be but it was boring as hell. at least i managed to catch up with my friends after such a long break.

went to cafe cartel after school with cherelle and shariffa to chill chat and enjoy food. just let the pictures do the talking ya?

♥ 1:22 AM

guess what? us girls got CHAMPS for POL-ITE! (X here's our dazzling smiles with our GOLD medals. heeeeeheeeeee

hey wait a second, is someone taking photo of us?

hurry hurry, turn and pose- CHEESE(:

the fight to the finish was a lucky one for us. ok, i'm going to explain the very very complicated situation that we had.

LAST DAY,
TP VS NP
NYP VS SP

stats,
TP 2 wins 1 loss
NYP 2 wins 1 loss
SP 2 win 1 loss
NP 1 win 2 losses
RP 1 win 3 losses (all games played)

so logically speaking, RP is out of the game already. they did us a favour by winning their match against NYP. but we were at a disadvantage because if NYP and us won our last game, the draw will result in a head-to-head scoring system. as we lost to NYP, in a draw, they will get first place. and according to strength wise, NYP was the stronger team to win.

so that day, we were counting on a miracle- for SP to win.

AND SURPRISINGLY, they did! NYP's line up was bad and it messed up their game resulting in a 2-3 loss to SP. we were so happy then!

thanks to everyone who came to support our games! coach. the alumnis, jeanmok saumun yanjie. the teachers. friends of the team. and of course,

MY DEAR HANDSOMEBOY

. ((:
hahaha, he's looking at me typing all these. and look at this!!!!

heh, strong hor? (X

anyway, the guys got 3rd. ohwell, they could've done much better i guess. looking forward to IVP now. guess what? it's UNI VS POLY! even more challenging.

um, one thing i want to bring up is that TPTT IS SO UNITED! compared to the other polys, i think we're the only ones who gather together, listen to the prep talks, cheer together! ok very superficial. but we can really feel the team spirit in all of us. (:

as usual, we would go makan after the competition.

carmen and liying. our very very very strong and important doubles!

lekhui with our very loyal supporter- SAUMUN! (:

digressing, visited dbl-o with jeanmok and handsomeboy on wednesday night. first time there and i think it's a not bad place. loads of angmohs though. still, prefer the music at phuture cause the dbl-o has these weird pauses in between the songs.

after that, we showed jeanmok around geylang. haha. chat with her about a lot of stuff. glad that she's there to keep me company cause usually, handsomeboy would be busy with his erm, investments. lX

oh! did i mention i went to dragonfly? but that was ages ago. kind of felt out of place at dragonfly mainly cause the people there were mostly late 20s to 30s. and they are rich. poor handsomeboy and me just sat there like fools la.

apart from that, i think the live performance at dragonfly can't be compared to thai disco. seriously, thai disco is so much better with the live performances. and furthermore, they have much prettier and sexier girls there too. and also my very good looking male lead singer.

so many eye candies everywhere in thai disco. (X

back to POL-ITE. after dinner, a bunch of us went to ehub to play. the initial plan was to bowl and then go geylang. but after we got there, the bowling alley was so packed that we were 30th on the waiting list! the person told us we had to wait around two hours.

siao so long.

instead, decided to try out this board game cafe, nEbo, while waiting. haha. we played games and did truth or dare. laughed till we got tummy cramps.

we had this stupid dare that tzehowe has to go ask the counter,

"do you have tequila?"

it was quite embarrassing already since like the place OBVIOUSLY did not sell alcohol. but it became a whole lot funnier when we dared the next guy and the next-next guy to go to the SAME counter and ask the SAME question!

imagine how irritated would the counter guy be. haha. it was very funny at first. but after awile, that guy came over and found out we were playing dares. awwwww.

after two hours, we went back to the bowling alley only to find that they cleared only half of the waiting list. -.- ok let's go geylang!

i don't know what the guys did exactly but handsomeboy showed me some explicit photos of some guys almost naked. O_O

well, while they were having their share of fun, i went to find cass and yst at the ktv to SING! had fun with them la. so long since i sang with cass. all of our stupid crap came out again. haha. it was so bad that when her bro joined us at a later time, he had to snatch the mic off her. LOL

went to find the guys at around 7am when some went home while others were asleep. chat for awhile and i slept too. tiring but fun.

not as tired as this guy though.

saw him a few nights ago while having some drinks nearby handsomeboy's place. his handphone was lying beside him. so tempted to take! haha.

ohya, we played pictionary at nEbo. and i'm proud to say, HANDSOMEBOY HOISHEK LEKHUI and ME totally OWNS juechun tzehowe jason and yanjie. hahaha. here's a picture that i drew and handsomeboy guessed.

i think it's a damn smart drawing haha. no la, see if you can guess it.

hint:
category is action.
one word.

what a long update. haha. school's tomorrow and i haven't got over the holiday mood yet. i think everyone feels the same. ):

♥ 5:58 PM

before you all go on to reading my long and wordy entry, here's song to share.



training on monday sucked. disappointed with everything that has to do with myself and tabletennis. it was the most demoralizing day i've had ever.

i played three singles matches. of which, i lost two of them. both i fought at with my dear life to draw at 2-2, leading the last set, but losing the game. really lost it. it's kind of like climbing up a pithole. when i'm almost out, the final pull to get myself out of the hole loosens the soil causing the wall of the hole to collapse. and, i fall back down again.

one AfNuGcRkY word.

my morale got so low that i desperately messaged handsomeboy. and in the end, we met up around 1 or 2am so that he could train me. very touched by his actions and words.

handsomeboy, he is like a mentor to me in life, a coach to me in tabletennis, a total sweetheart to me in love. very thankful that he's in my life for this one year plus. in fact, one year and eight months today. i've said many times already, i don't know what'll happen to me without him.

after the training, i was so beat that i fell asleep straight when i closed my eyes.

well, first POL-ITEs today against nyp was a disaster to me. you know, after struggling to get that gold in east zones during my secondary school days, i dread for the same to repeat again. and it sucks to have put in so much effort just to get disappointed.

ok, maybe i'm just being a bitch since i did win my match though the team lost 2-3 in overall. but thinking again, even though i won, it wasn't that glorifying anyway. i won their lousiest player, so?

hurts me bad to see my teammates lose to the opponents while i had it easy. fine, call me fake if you want, like how hurt can i feel over a few people who i've barely known for six months? i don't know. i just don't like the feeling of the team losing la.

debrief to be honest, sucked big time. i remembered last time in ahs while under lin jL, he'd scold us so bad if something like this were to happen. and i would always think, we deserved it since we didn't win. even if we did win, and lin jL still scolded us, it would be that we didn't perform up to expectations.

at least, i felt that we were at the wrong. and we will buck up and perform even better in the next match.

but today, all we got, was some encouraging speech. it didn't feel sad, it didn't make us feel like we did something wrong. instead, it felt as though we won the game. and seriously, being so soft on us, i don't think it works.

maybe i'm a sadist. like when i do something wrong, i want to get scolded, beaten whatever. at least i know clearly, i AM at fault. and i WON'T let it happen again. if you just say,

"it's ok. everyone makes mistakes. just don't do it again."

i promise you, i'll do the same wrong again.

being hard on ourselves is something that helps us mature in our mentality for our game. it is essential. being overly hard on ourselves like self-inflicting punishments is erm, not what i mean la.

sigh. what's a freshman to have say in the team?

personally i felt my performance today was not that up to standard yet. passable, just not good enough. maybe being the first singles to play, i didn't put up an inspiring show that'll hype up my teammates. i guess everyone has a part on today's defeat.

playing against sp tomorrow. i hope everyone will self-evaluate today's performance and hopefully not make the same mistakes again. i want the medal very much. i hope all of us do.

let's play our best from now onwards. be it win or lose, just do your very best. so that when you win, it's satisfactory. or when you lose, it's with no regrets. buck up everyone!

♥ 1:04 AM

found out many things today. was damn shocked at first, but after it worn off everything's ok. sometimes, there are many things about a person you won't know. and the saying is true,

never judge a book by its cover

so very true.

and i came across this interesting article about marriage:
http://archive.salon.com/sex/feature/2003/11/07/quan_marriage/index.html
read it if you have the time. (:

finally, one picture that shows my hair colour more accurately.

ohwell. the other day when i was queueing for the atm, there were three china teens in front of me.

apparently they didn't know how to use the atm as it was in english for the start. and like being one of the typical singaporean, i just stood there, whine, and watch them make fools out of themselves. they didn't ask for help and they "act" like they know what they're doing.

anyway, one of them went,

“这提款机限制你能提多少钱。要就只能提50，100，500或1000块！多麻烦！”
(this atm only allows you to withdraw fixed amounts. you can only withdraw 50, 100, 500 or 1000 dollars! so troublesome!)

and they shoved the cards in like at least three to five times per person.

why do they always assume that they are the smarter ones?

back to today, i went to this food court somewhere in chinatown and a receipt i got,

reads "THANK YOU CALL AGAIN"

hahahahaha i was amused.

went to watch and play a little bit of tabletennis at changkat just now. and ah! mr yew got a damn cool mobile! (X

cool right?? the functions are pretty amazing too. like other mobiles nowadays, it can play mp3 music and has a camera of 1.3mp. what is the most dope thing is that the battery life lasts up to thirty days!

you read me right, 30 DAYS.

that's if you constantly use it to call message or whatever. if you just leave it alone, the battery will most probably lasts up to three or four months. wahahahaha so cool. sometimes, uncles got the most dope stuff.

that's all for my update. going to the zoo on saturday with my starhub girls. excited(:

♥ 1:49 AM