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LIUYING, ANDEY

"20 is auntie" as someone says.
my birthday is on 6July,
DO NOT forget.
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    Thursday, September 25, 2008

    for all the things i did
    for all the decisions i made
    i never had regrets

    till today

    i regret when after receiving the call
    telling me to go home early after training
    that he might not make it through the night
    and i stupidly did

    i went home after training

    and it was the first time i left early during training
    but i guess i wasn't early enough

    i decided to get a cab home
    as usual
    they would drive past even though they are not hired
    as usual
    i had to wave madly to flag one down

    why didn't he wait for me?
    i was less than five minutes away

    got the call and a voice muttered,
    he's gone

    tears became uncontrollable
    everything seemed to have slowed down
    i missed him

    when the cab stopped outside my house
    i couldn't feel my legs

    run, i told myself but nothing
    only managed to go faster when i was rushing to the room

    tears came silently
    and i asked myself,
    why didn't i come home straight after the call?

    i learnt alot today
    some things just can't wait
    singapore cabs suck even more
    instant noodles go down easy when you're upset

    anyway,

    thanks for spoiling me when i was small
    with cartoons, sweets, outings
    thanks for teaching me tactics
    in chinese chess, tic tac toe
    thanks for sharing stories
    of your love story, war, my parents
    thanks for the concern
    about my studies, health, relationship, tabletennis
    thanks for just flashing
    that big wide smile before i saw you bedridden

    i'm so sorry i couldn't reach home in time
    爷爷,我好想你


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