so rare of him to fall asleep before i do. ohwells. just felt like blogging. no pictures though. not at home ma. hahahahaha.

went bugis just now. actually, we really wanted to quit catching the toys at the arcade. but aiya, we caught another two today. LOL. i promise you, they are gorgeously adorable. (X

i'm having my period cramps. had the pain the whole day already. and accurately enough, my periods seem to be coming on the 10th of every month now. it's the consequetive third month already. it's a good thing ba.

BUT, to girls, getting your period is never a good thing. unless, perhaps, maybe, you're having sex with your bf/flings/ONS/whatever and you're afraid of getting pregnant, then getting your period IS a good thing. haha.

OHYA! cass told me, that in recent studies, girls can actually get pregnant even when they're having sex during their periods??? LOL. tsktsk to all you naughty boys and girls out there. don't think you smart smart ah, have period then never use condom.

siao already. so random luh.

and handsomeboy was asking me,

"how come you never blog about me winning in the casino?"

well here you are. (:

presents i got back from genting? a blocked left ear, flu and cough. still i feel like going back. for the shopping, the theme park, and the pampering that handsomeboy gave me. haha. it was really enjoyable. not fun, but we enjoyed ourselves.

and while i was there, i kept thinking about visiting the village i went to during chiangmai trip like three years ago. miss the relaxed lifestyle and the people there. i wonder how they are doing, have they repainted the wall that we painted for them? do the kids still remember us?

memories memories. they form the significant parts of our lives. giving us life's treasure, experience. i love taking pictures because i want to hold on to those memories. but handsomeboy prefers to keep memories in his head. wah, he got huge disk space can?

so when the kids did not take pictures of us (the people who went there), will they still remember us?

ah, so emo.

and i got my results already. it's lousy la, to me. on the happy note, i didn't fail anything. but the sad thing is, i didn't ace anything. overall GPA? not what i want. yet it's something i expected from the amount of effort i put in to attend the lectures and tutorials. quite demoralised. after all, it's only my first year and such a grade, the rest of the journey will be tough.

uni? maybe i can continue to dream ba. ):

whine as i will, i should be contented that i don't have to take supp paper already. but i just can't. i'm so sorry to those that i might/will offend. i really don't mean to hurt you guys ba. i'm just really disappointed with myself. all those resolutions, those aims, they seemed to have gone.

ahwell, no worries. i'll get over it pretty quickly. it's just that i have no distraction right now.

just buck up and do what i can luh. jiayou everyone who didn't do well. for those who did well, good for you. for those who did damn well but complain about getting As instead of Zs, fuck off ah. i really hate those people. LOL

ok i think i cheered up already. (X

and i better go sleep. as i've said before, though it's the holidays, i'm sleeping lesser than on normal school days la.

and to a special someone, i hope you'll feel better. really pains me to see you so upset. i know you try to put up a strong front, but i can feel it de. after all, how long have i known you ah? don't smile if you don't want to. don't laugh if you can't. makes yourself feel miserable and it hurts me too. i'll be here for you anytime yea? loves

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