indian. LOL! kidding la. guess we were disappointed that we couldn't exchange it for angel in a cowgirl suit. yes, that stitch looking thing is called angel. haha.

hmm, ok i'm not too sure how to start this topic. it's a little sensitive and i hope the right person will read it.

erm, i know you're very into this relationship now. i can tell by how much
effort you're putting in and all. but considering how old you are now, are you
sure you want to get to that stage? not that age has a problem and all. but
think, how long are you two together? barely past three months right?

i know i have no right over your matters. you have grown up and stuff, i
don't want to be meddlesome in this. but just think, are you ready? this is not
about staying over in a chalet. it's not like you know the place. and most
importantly, you are not financially independent yet.

i don't understand how they agreed to let you go anyway. and i didn't try to
stop you also.

all i want to say is that, i hope you know what you're doing. spending three
whole days together, just the two of you, it ain't a simple matter. i know i
know, i always stayed over at his place. but i was prepared to see any side of
him.

and i dare tell you, i've seen plenty. good, bad, ecstatic, depressed,
disappointments, you name it. and bear in mind, i'm with him for more than a
year and a half. it's not very long, but i've made it past the honeymoon period
and the worst that could have come of our relationship.

yea i know. i'm lecturing. and i shouldn't judge yours basing it on the time
period and your age. i haven't been a good example in any way to you. anyhow,
i've said this just now, i hope you know what you're doing alright?

well so much for that. had a sweet chat with handsomeboy during dinner. some stuff he said was so sweet that i was all smiley inside. haha. (:

"God has only been good to me in one thing, giving you to me."

putting it here so you WON'T FORGET what you said hor. haha.
ok i better go study already. just fourteen hours. come on baby!