nowadays, the way us Singaporeans behave sickens me to the core.

and who's the one complaining? not us youngsters, but the older generation. they call us rude, uncivilised, have no respect for the elderly and the disabled. but did they really see all of those happening? how do they know it's the youngsters at fault instead of the ones pointing fingers at us?

remember this? about the handicapped man?

it wasn't my fault. it's not my problem when i was really sleeping and that i didn't pay any attention to my surroundings. what's more, the other AWAKE adults beside me didn't even budge an inch when they saw that happening. pfft


well again, i got into trouble with some old lady this time. between school, there are breaks when the girls will find some place to slack. so yesterday, we went to kfc opposite our school to chill. as the group was kind of big, i shifted the tables and chairs bearing in mind that there was this old lady with a cast on her left arm behind me.

so while i was shifting, she shouted at me,

"don't hit until behind the people!" (in hokkien)

shocked, i replied to her not to worry, i'm very careful, i won't knock into her. the freaking old lady just stared at me full of hatred. i hate people who stare at me. and i stared back. seeing my reaction, that old lady sweared,

"NABEH."

can you believe it? she was the one staring at me first and she has the cheek to scold me? what the hell is wrong with her? and i asked her what is it she wanted since she kept staring first. she kept quiet. and continued to throw glances while we were there.

excuse me luh. i believe in respecting the elders. but this kind of bitch, isn't giving me any respect at all. what do you base on when you scold kids like us? your age? your seniority over us? who taught you that seniority gives you the right to take advantage of kids? my parents didn't.

that is why the society sucks now. and it's not the youngsters who are the ones behind it. we tried so many ways to give in to the older generation. but all we get are criticisms and more critisms. you get talk shows like Come On, Shoot on channel U. but all you get are biased comments from this guy,


i wonder how are his comments so influential to the older generation? and i can't even be bothered with the other guy cause his comments are pretty useless.

with such tv programmes, it's no wonder why the older generations think that their way is the right way, and that youngsters are the ones creating all the trouble.

and just an hour ago, handsomeboy called to rant.

he told me he dropped his wallet on the bus. and when he went back to look for it, it was gone. but somehow, he saw his wallet in one of the aunty's bag. and hyprocritically, that aunty was helping him look for the wallet too! and guess what, she quickly alighted at the next stop.

handsomeboy followed her down the bus and asked to have a look in her back. and bingo! it was there. the aunty didn't even say a word let alone apologised for what she did and she just walked away.

COME ON!? what's wrong here?

what happened to Singa, the courtesy lion?


which generation keeps telling us about how great the kampong life used to be. doors can be left opened and no robbers would come in?? is that all an illusion or a misled hallucination that all of them went through?

the ones who taught us about 路不拾遗 (do not pick up what isn't yours), are the ones breaking it? can someone explain to me what's going on?

we are seriously disappointed by this society. that's why we want to change it. but you adults are just so afraid of change that you accuse us, generation-y, the ones that makes the society crumble. all of you should go home and grow up. reflect closely on your actions before you see fit that you all have the ability to lecture us.

♥ 5:33 PM

girls girls girls. i'm sure many of us have either gone through or witnessed the ugly duckling transformation right? haha. not that we're ugly or what. it just that, we were less erm, lady-like? or should i say feminine?

well, i guess i'm one of those who changed a lot since secondary school. different people have different morphing periods. so i was the "late-bloomers". haha. but whether i've bloomed well or not, it's up to you all to decide yea?

i still remember the times when i'd enter the ladies' washroom and get stares at me. one little girl even went,

"mommy, how come the korkor in here?"

"that's not korkor la. is jiejie!" replied the embarrassed mom as she hushed her child away.

LOL. sad right? got worse somemore is when i buy food, the stall owner will go,

"XIAO DI(small boy), want would you like? erm wait, are you XIAO MEI(small girl)?"

HAHAHAHAHA. funny memories. and i remembered the time when i started to dress more like a girl, the relatives would all go gaga. you know the usual stuff. cooing and fussing and gossiping.

some of my friends would go shopping with me to get more girly stuff. (X was fun trying out the clothes and all. handsomeboy also played a part to get me to look more like a girl. goes shopping with me too! (X and he chooses most of my clothes i think. WHOA

so about today. hehe, i tell story got link one. (X

went to tm with chriss and cherelle which chriss left after awhile to go accompany her mom for dinner. aww so filial. (: so left me and cherelle to hunt around for formals. and i decided to go find her a dress since i haven't, well, WE ALL HAVEN'T seen her in one.

really thought we couldn't find something that suits her. cause unlike me, people very conservative one. must have sleeve, cannot have low cut, cannot too short etc. AAAIIIIYYOOOHH. so troublesome. haha.

fortunately, we managed to find something at m)phosis. (:

so are you guys ready??? wahahahaha!

now let's look at what she usually wears.

adidas shirt/jacket, jeans/half jeans, adidas bag, slippers and lalalala!

ok, the final countdown,

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CUTE HOR??? (X mr wong! xin dong le ma? hahahaha. so kawaii-neh~~~~~

haha. alright. i'm going out again!
ps: hey girl, hope you're alright. call me if anything. i'll try to help you out in any way i can, i promise

♥ 9:13 PM

that's where i went yesterday with mom dad didi and cousin andy. it wasn't fun la. haha. how fun can it get when you're stuck in that cabin for thirty minutes with no access to toilets and food.

well, the view we got was quite ok i guess. just that a lot of things are under construction now and Singapore's city skyline isn't as majestic as other larger countries. and! it's not nighttime yet so there are no lights.

took some pictures but all are from two megapixel camera phones.

HAHA i know you can't really see anything. can try clicking on it yea? LOL

i mentioned before, camwhoring runs in the family. so here we are!














waha! that's all! and that is the last time i'll be wearing my coloured lenses. sad!! but i think i'll get more. (X love the way it makes my eyes look bigger. hehehe

and oops! ain't i supposed to be in school at this time?

♥ 11:53 AM

today was almost late for macro again. you know, the thing about alarms is really very frustrating. usually, i'll turn on the snooze when it rings and go back to sleep. and i'll keep snoozing till i know i'm awake then i'll stop. which i did, and i just shut my eye for awhile. then HOHOHO. i'm late.

after the accounting test, we had tutorial on wednesday. and! i finally understood the topic. sigh. too late already. now it gets harder and i wonder if i'll understand the rest of the topics.

semestral exam timetable is out already. and it is good and bad. good thing is, i have three exams in two days. meaning i'll get it over and done with and enjoy the rest of the exam days. bad thing is, i have two heavy subjects in a day! OB and macro. not good know? OB is 930am-1130am and macro is 7pm-9pm o.O late

some updates for today! went to sing with chriss and cherelle. it was cheap cheap. $8 for five hours. we sang four hours though cause we reached around 330pm. enjoyed teasing them and stuff. haha. i realised i seldom get teased by them also. pro right?? (X i'm the teaser-eh? sounds wrong. haha


haha i like that say later she'll go, "AAAIIYYOOO. later i paiseh only." (X



realise the difference between sony ericsson's and nokia's camera? nokia's really sucks. like pixelated. haha. the above one i took with cherelle is nokia. see see? colour also weird. so what did we learn? camwhores, please get sony phones. (X







that's it. anyway, need to really thank these girls for making my poly life so enjoyable. one missing is sharrifa. sorry girl! didn't mean to leave you out on purpose. cause we'll be singing chinese songs and all. scared we discriminate you or something. LOL. no la, we not racist. really sorry. we'll go elsewhere with you next time ya? (:

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[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
OMG

[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
why you put mrs wong again

[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
LOL

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
haha

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
eh?

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
never go

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
AAAIIYYOOO. later i paiseh only

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
hahaha

[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
LOL . yalah

[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
super paiseh lor

[CHERELLE] This is totally not the one I want to have . says:
omg !

LeeUuZ ™ - greatness + greatness = great greatness says:
HAHAHA

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♥ 11:38 PM

[edit] went to watch tampines rovers vs geyland united at the bedok stadium just now! haha. most entertaining match i've seen. LOL. during second half, a stray cat ran into the field. we were like cheering for it. (X then it ran to the geyland keeper side. sub for the keeper? LOL

hopped away when the teams got close. hee [/edit]

the dark knight was AWESOMENESS. (X

erm, more of the joker. haha. this is the first time i'm watching a marvel hero movie and i got a scare hell out of the villain. so cool man.

but before i watched it, there was this demoralising basic accounting test. sad. as much as i love the tutor and attend all his lessons, the test totally owned me. ):

i never get sick of giving others a helping hand. like to some anonymous guy who replied to the DSC tag,

do not worry k? your insanity has been gotten rid off in my tagboard. (: i shall be understanding that you're one of the patients too. so people, don't be too harsh on them yea?


hehe! i really can't get over the joker thing. really a great actor. (: wonder if there'll be more of joker in the next batman movie (if there is). dearboy was thinking johnny depp will be not bad as the joker. seeing that both actors share the similarities of being some eccentric character. haha. (X well, if johnny depp gets it, i'll definitely support the movie.

well, tribute to the joker. wonder why such talented actors seem to go away? ): remember the first dumbledore in the harry potter movie? sigh.



and here's one of the other birthday presents i got. from candy!


hee thanks girl. got quite some couple stuff for our birthday actually. fion gave us couple mugs that is used in his house. (X

pictures! from candy's 21st birthday. hehe thanks girl for the treat at marina mandarin. (: i LOVE the sashimis. hehehe. grow up le hor. and thanks for the fun times you've given me during work and everytime we meet up. (X







i know i look weird in the first phuture photo. LOL. don't know why the expression on my face like so strained. HAHA

hehe, so lucky to be surrounded by so many pretty ladies. (:

alright, i'll get going. do my accounts tutorial. ><

♥ 11:02 PM

while procrastinating about studying for accounts, i hopped to cherelle's blog and saw this.

remember last month there's an article about a ns guy who died during the training in brunei? that's his girlfriend's blog and they were together for four years. when i first came across that article, forgot who was i talking to, i merely argued the fact that the medical checkups nowadays are so jialat. everything that they do, it's like just for show. as long as they get it done quickly and get over it. in the end, innocent people suffer because of the lack of integrity.

for me, that matter was one of those, wah another one died during ns again? something is really wrong with the army. can boyfriend stay at home with me? and after that day, i thought nothing much of it.

it's so cruel.

how other's death were treated as merely news to us. simply a topic for us to gossip or debate about. i'm utterly ashamed of myself.

as i read through the blog, i could not help but to cry. crying is not helping and i know that. but to see her struggle through daily life with the absence of her loved one, it pains my heart so much. to see her thanking everyone for their encouragements, thanking her late boyfriend for the memories, and living, she is one incredible lady.


i can't imagine what'll become of me if i were in her shoes. but after knowing her story, i know i love him so so much. i cried partially because of him. he's really the most important person in my life now, apart from my family. i know, i love him genuinely. because her story, wouldn't have made me cry so much if it wasn't about something dear to my heart too.


i congratulate her for finding love, the purest of love that one can ever find. she's one lucky girl to find someone that means so much to her, so much so he's the meaning to her life. many people spend so many years in vain trying to get what she's already gotten.

dearboy, thank you for being my special person. thank you for loving me so much. even when you don't say it out, or just being super mushy on purpose, i can feel it. like times you've told me, that even when you got bored/tired/sian of me, after a day or two, you'd feel weird without me by your side. and that's when you add,

i know that you're a part of me.

you have no idea how happy and loved that made me feel. thank you so much, i love you too.

to charlene if you ever came across my blog, thanks for reminding us about what love is. stay strong.


love is not about having someone
to accompany you when you're lonely
love is not about wearing couple tees or couple rings
love is not about how good the other person
makes you feel in front of people
and love is not defined by the number of calls,
messages, emails you exchange

instead,
love is what makes you lonely when
that special someone is not around
love between two souls have no need to be
seen on t-shirts or rings
love is about feeling good even when both
of you are puking or farting in front of each other
love is defined by the times you are together or apart
whether you're doing something or nothing at all
simply just enjoying being with that special someone

to dearboy, family, friends:

♥ 5:53 PM

dear mr passer by, unfortunately i haven't fallen for you. it's just that WAKEUPURIDEA and YOUARESOUGLY happens to be? i don't know, YOU? everyone can see that duh. but thanks for caring so much! i do treasure my friends and my darling and i will continue to do so. still, thanks for all the love you've shown for me.

dear mr kelvin, i'm lazy to go to the extents of showing you or even telling how big are my nehneh. yes fergie sure is hot. but do you know that most artiste these days go through something called plastic surgery? and i have nothing against them (because they do look so wonderfully gorgeous). but well, bust enhancement/ps do make them rounder and more "delicious". that is if you love biting off silicon.

all in all, you guys are just low self esteemed bastards who hide behind the screen and criticise other people. and i believe you all do love dawnyang so much since all this "coincidentally" happened after i post the entry on how i prefer xiaxue to her.

so, just go kiss her ass and continue to idolise her.

for now, i'll just be kind enough to delete your stupidity off the surface of the blogosphere. (:

♥ 1:02 AM

whine and curse as you like. you can't stop me from doing what i want on MY BLOG.

i like to post my "breast-exposing" photos. cannot ah?


sorry luh. i got BIG NEHNEH want to show off it's MY business.

if you're a guy, you should be grateful that someone like me is here posting up my "breast-exposing" pictures for SICK people like you to see and claiming that you're going to "puke". please luh, how many guys in the world see nehneh will puke.

if you're a girl, sorry k? for being too insensitive cause maybe, MAYBE you have a small nehneh or NO NEHNEH at all. *gasps* oops, was i being insensitive again? sorry sorry. people say girls with BIG boobs are stupid. oh no. i said "BIG boobs" again didn't i? oh man, this is getting no where.

well whoever you are, i think you have some difficulty with the english language.

breast-exposing pictures, i don't recall having any. sorry, i don't flash my BIG NEHNEH. but i do have REVEALING pictures if that's what you mean. don't believe me? search my archives to see if you manage to even spot a nipple in those photos.

haha. and i can't believe that you're ego enough to stay on and continue to whine. for one, YOU HAVE NO REPUTATION here cause you're anonymous, so even if you just leave or comment lesser, nobody's going to call you a chicken. seriously. cause being anonymous already serves a point of you having no balls. even more so not worthy to be a chicken.



HAHAHA. you are so entertaining. your cock died at the sight of my face? oh gosh that's sad. how come it didn't corrode and you have to watch it wither and drop off slowly.

and nobody ask you to masturbate at my face what. and i didn't tell you that too. how come i have to repeat that so many times?

it's my BIG NEHNEH.

happy?

by the way, you should keep your little buddy under control. how come you have a hard on before you visit my blog? simply feeling the mouse underneath your palms turns you on? think you have a serious misconception. woman's breasts do not feel like computer mouse. NOR does the mouse wheel feel like the clitoris (if you have touched one before).

are you turned on now?

maybe you should get one of these mousepads.

heyhey! don't cum now. too erotic for you?

to end off, here's another two REVEALING pictures for all to admire. (:


oops my cleavage got exposed. but my breast is not! (X

♥ 10:50 AM

have many datelines to take note of. on top of the many projects that we're rushing, tests are coming up. like next monday, we'll be having the accounting test. and like, we barely past three weeks of school?

today was tiring. all the late nights recently, feels weird to be sleeping around this time. well, i should.

anyway, christina asked me,

"you so tired, later you still going training ah?"

hoho. suddenly i got philosophical and replied,

"training is different from studying. you can't study when you're tired cause you can't concentrate. but you can still train because it tests your limits."


(:

so proud of myself that i can actually say such things. but it's really true for me. and so far, training has always been a motivation for me no matter i'm in what school. i remembered when i was barred from training for not doing my chinese homework. wah, it was hell. for the record, i've never done any chinese homework since secondary one unless it was forced upon me.

well basically, i think i'd feel really weird if school did not involve training.

first test of my abilities will be POL-ITEs. excited. it's been so long since i've participated in team tournaments. (X


so memorable. and i can't resist. i have to put up the next picture!

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that is during secondary three i think. LOL. one of the pictures that always put a smile on my face. haha. though i know you won't be reading my blog, but thanks for everything you've done for the team. thanks for the advices and treats! (: and oh! this WAS the skinnier you. haha

more random stuff, hoishek's feet is damn big. look at the comparison below!


the red flipflop is his while the green is mine. look like sampan la! my flipflop looks so tiny compared to his. hahaha.

and here's another birthday present i got from yunzhen.


couldn't resist mimicking jaychou although the difference is a lot. haha. and it's pretty big too. right for making me sleepy in the cold tutorial rooms. (X thanks girl! haha. at least this time it didn't take a year. LOL you know what i mean.

time to sleep though school's at 12pm tomorrow. rocks

by the way, i know it's two days late. but,

HAPPY ONE YEAR AND FIVE MONTHS SEXYBOY.
thanks for the many smiles you put on my face,
the bonding at the arcade and waffles w/icecream.
hope this relationship will flourish in years to come. (:

love you many many.

and it's funny how guys like to settle problems all at one go when girls prefer to catch their breath and settle it at a later time. well, at least the problem is solved at the end of the day right?

♥ 12:56 AM