i've crossed hurdles after hurdles, but when will they end?

new year eve's ok for me. when to nee's muay thai friend's house. lively bunch. but i guess i'd rather hang out with a bunch of people that i know cause i take pretty long to warm up to new people.

2007, it's gone just like that. and so many things have happened, so many changes. and i have to admit, i've neglected people ever since i got him. it's not a cheery feeling. but i really thank God that friends around me understand and i'm really really grateful for that. sadly, i wish everyone would think the same way but it really doesn't happen that way. ): and of all people, you were the least expected. i know i've let you down countless times in 2007. but you've only been hearing half the story. i wondered if it'd make any difference if you knew the whole thing. but i really want to let you know, you mean a whole lot to me. saying that is so superficial like i'm just trying to appease your disappointment. i want to make up for it but you have to give me time. situations in the past can't be compared to situations now. we've grown up, i'm sure you have noticed. i'm really sincere about this, but can you sense it?

sigh, i really don't know how to handle all these. i've just settled one and now there's another. it never ends till the end of the race. for now, i just have to keep leaping. now i have plenty of ideas for my new year resolution.

Happy 2008.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:44 AM