oops, i missed Christmas on my blog. well never mind, everyday can be Christmas! (x

finally done with all my performances. can't say i did well for both. i know my piano sucked a bit cause i stumbled during the first piece. which resulted my legs to be shaking through the whole thing. LoL. luckily, the second and last piece are my forte and playing them had become so natural for me. the dance, i think we performed better during the rehearsals. maybe it was the lack of nerves and audiences. haha. nonetheless, congrats to those who participated in the dance and you guys did great in such a short time! (: should be really proud of ourselves.

anyway, i prefer dancing than playing piano on stage. seriously, i think performing on the piano is really very hard. it's like, the hall's so quiet that every breath can be heard. and when you strike the wrong note, it's really obvious. boo. while in dancing, even if you did solo, i guess the audience can never guess if your mistake was an accident or on purpose. haha. and i prefer dancing cause i get to shake off any nerve i have.

anyway, Christmas was ok for me this year. after performing during Christmas' eve, managed to catch up with friends i haven't met for a long time. so like, the church guys decided to play basketball! sigh, no life. and being me, i didn't want to go home so early, IT'S CHRISTMAS' EVE! so marcus and i chatted and waited for the guys playing basketball to be done. after that, we went to century square coffeebean to "countdown". sometimes, i think my church people are quite no life, you know what? after the countdown, they left for home. like, instantaneous. what?! boring man. so i went to find cass and des at aljunied. ok, i've officially labeled geylang a place i shall never venture into wearing skirt or dress or spag or tank or halter. you get the idea. males species of the human race are just out for meat sometimes. animals. so glad that i finally got of the place. was then i met nee and we went to dan's house along with guan. showed them jeff dunham's videos. could tell guan enjoyed it alot. haha. around four in the morning, went to look for him. hehe.

in the end, we sort of have an argument. and it was quite bad. resulted in my absence in church during the Christmas service. but somehow, we always managed to forgive and forgo the incident and move on. the apologies we had when we woke up really brightened my day a whole lot. guess i'm really blessed to have such a relationship with him. we're quick to quarrels, and efficient to resolving it. i think the worse quarrel we had, it resulted in the silent treatment for a whole day. usually, i practically melt and fall back into his arms when he calls. hehe.

i really really love this boy so much. he is so so cute when he sleeps. so dependable when you need someone to turn to for advice or different views. i have more mushy stuff but to prevent my readers to suffer from diabetes, i'll just stop here. anyway, to you if you see this! i really love you, i really really do! thanks for everything ok?

ok, i'm super tired.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:47 AM