suddenly i had this urge to look at my new year resolution for 2007 and so i did. i realised i only completed fifty percent of the whole list! sigh, what have i been doing this whole year?

1. get a job
2. be more responsible [i'm not a kid anymore] - you be the judge
3. try not to think about my results for the mean time
4. get more Christian books
5. get a new handphone [can this even be counted as a resolution? LoL]
6. take proper care of the new handphone
7. be more focused - you be the judge
8. complete piano grade 7 but failed
9. smile more [heard comments about my "dao" face xD] - you be the judge
10. learn to wear heels [LOL]
11. bring my family to church
12. stop playing RPGs

well of those that are done, i don't find them of any achievement at all. i sort of realised my goals that i set for myself are pretty useless actually. for the being more responsible part, i guess maybe i did accomplish some of it, most of it during work. get more Christian books? people gave me books so does it count? LoL. and definitely not taking proper care of my handphone. haha. my colleagues will know the best seeing the countless times my phone attempted suicide in these few months. sad right? be more focused? i think i can be focused just that sleep is something that can't be erased from my life. hehe. ok, do you guys think that i smile more now? sigh, i'm most disappointed with number eleven. this year, i don't even think i brought my family to church once. ): for that i feel extremely remorseful and utterly shameful.

when i look back at this year, i realised my life was pretty much stagnant. not that i haven't learn anything. it's just that i haven't accomplished much. people say that i've changed to look more feminine. somehow, it's just the appearance and look carefully, the way i walk sit is still the same! haha. i want to accomplish more. and since i'll be finally returning to the school life next year, it's time i do something about it.

new year resolution coming up soon for 2008. wish me good luck!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:56 PM