sigh! it's not like i didn't expect myself to fail, but well i did. LoL! irritated i am but i know i jolly well deserve it! haha. you know, there's always an old saying, "practice makes perfect." so what do i learn from this? old sayings are TRUE. hahahaha! unfortunately i'm not a person who pays much attention to old sayings so yea, this is what i get! quite impressed by my third piece. somehow, i usually do well for jazzy songs and i managed to keep the record so far. i guess if i can play classical as good as my jazz, i'll be a whole lot relieved right now. i admit i was arrogant before i took the exam thinking that i can pass. well, takes a whole lot more for arrogance to become confidence. haha!
you know i've been thinking through loads of stuff after i saw my results. about how much effort am i putting into my piano, about how much effort i'm putting into other areas of my life. definitely, piano is not first on my list that's how i failed. i guess one can never prioritise more than one at the first position. and that's just that. currently in first place (not counting God/other spiritual stuff), is of course my dear LL. next is my tabletennis (which have also been failing). bleh!
ok, i'm tiired
-LeeUuZ
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