finally i consecutively spent quality time with him for two days! (: quality time means staying up at his house till don't know what time then go home then seeing him again the next day. i took leave on thursday.

think i scammed my colleagues. haha! well i was having my monthly ERHEMs so going to work means zero efficiency. partially, i was going to ICA to collect my passport too. thus the leave! haha. and supposedly, i dropped by his school. therefore, technically speaking, i took leave to do my passport and rest! just that i went to find him to rest! haha. x= anyway, canderina called me and disturb. found out that they were actually quite busy that day. LOL. then i just told her i was on the way home. WHICH was true! cause i WAS on the way home. just dropping by his school first. haa. anyway, enough explaining, he and i shopped in the bazaar. i got myself an abecrombie polo tee and a handphone pouch. he got a mini torchlight for his work. had fun shopping with him then we went his house. and being pigs, we slept! haha. and i felt so safe and comfortable in his arms. both of us were sleeping so soundly that we didn't realise his mom came home and found us huddling together. OOPS. she was like, "you two cannot anyhow like that sleep together. later got babies!" in chinese. hahahahaha.

later at night we went changkat. whoa! like a long time since we went. but the crowd was still the same. sigh, i miss playing tabletennis. sadly, i'm unsure if i'm able to continue it during poly. it's been a long time since i last touched the game and i know my passion for it has somehow changed from playing to watching. think he'll be disappointed to see this. and furthermore, after i thoroughly checked through the courses for the poly, i realised SP is somehow more of the place for me. i mean, i can't choose a school based on their CCA or what. more of which poly will cater to my needs to do well for my course. i know at the end of the day, the diploma i get will be the same no matter what poly i'm in. however, i want to do well and i want to go into university. i know in my heart i want to go TP because of tabletennis. i know i want to go TP cause i know i can continue tabletennis there. but again, i think i need to sacrifice it for the benefit of my education. seriously now, i'm scared. i don't know what life will be again if i ch0ose another CCA instead of tabletennis. sure i can play in SP as well, but the team, will it do well? i admit i'm a competitive person and i definitely want results. and he always say, if the team can't do it, then i should be the one to pull the team up and make it better. but i'm not like him. i don't have the confidence to do that. i'm cowardly and rather choose to be in a team that is already not bad and to win. i'm despicable huh? sigh, i really need some advice now. TP or SP?

anyway, i'm still at work now. will be doing some OT. why? cause he's working again. ): anyone wants to go out at night later? LOL. i think it's abit too late to say this now. sigh!!!!! lonely friday night. any underaged parties? i want to be eighteen soon. ):



-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:18 PM