as you've read from the previous post, he was working. ): but in the end, i managed to meet up with cass and chek. been sometime the last time the three of us met up. i thought i was a bit extra at the beginning cause i joined them last minute. anyway, we ate dinner at xinwang hongkong cafe. food was ok i guess. but i was quite surprised to hear that it's 24 hours! like finally! there's more than just macs in whitesands now.

then we went to changi to see transvestites. (x but it was too early so went to some place to chill out and chat. man we talk loads. we just kept on chatting and chatting non-stop for two hours plus! LOL. so shocked when we realised it's almost three in the morning. so chek drove us around the changi village carpark and we saw really beautiful woMEN. well after the success stories, we went to see the not so successful ones. well, saw one that looked really terrible but the other two was still fine. after sight-seeing, we went to this carpark at pasir ris park and chek allowed cass to hands on driving. at first i was really worried, AND SHE REALLY DID WORRY ME CAN!? so scared i can't wake up this morning. haha. but later on when she got the feel, it wasn't all that bad already.

last stop of the night was at cass house. so us girls just sat in her room and chat. it's been so long since we really update each other. well, my relationship with cass is like, we're not exactly the bestest of the best friends that kind. we each have our so-called best friends, like how she has grace, and i have gf. we're just really really close and treat each other as a confidante. we really share everything to each other. and i admit, i'll never be able to be so blatant with any other friend as i can with her. it's like we just understand each other that telling each other stuff makes it so simple. you won't expect judgment, you won't be looked down even if you mentioned one of your deepest darkest secrets. that's just the way we are with each other. but for every relationship, when there are ups, there are downs too. we had huge quarrels with each other before. not face to face, just blog against blog or msn. sometimes when we fight, very little people can tell. well, good actresses we are? (x but i'm really glad we managed to go through those storms together and come out alive and kicking. i love you girl!

so i stayed at her house for the night and arrived at home around 11am just now. mom was really nice to come fetch me. haha. if my dad was around, i won't have this kind of luxury. oh yea, he's in china for some business trip. yup! peace for my poor ears.

anyway, told him that i was at cass house and he very sweetly called me after his work. (: i really appreciate his calls. even though we only had a short conversation, i felt his concern for me and it really makes me feel so loved. well, we've been together for a really long time now. almost eight and a half months. time really flies i guess. thinking about it, we're just three and a half months away from one year! never really thought we would've made it so far but we did. (:

erm, while at cass house, we went blog hunting. haha. finally after a long search, we found it! haha. we were looking for vivien's blog. and i saw this post on march 17 this year, about her being uncertain of what's going on in my life. i guess it has really been awhile since i had a proper chat with my cell mates. everything is just so different now. i used to be BC head, but i stepped down. and i haven't really done it properly. basically, i do not really find a need to. because it would seem like i'm trying to defend myself. it'd seem like i'm trying to convince the people in PABA to believe what i'm saying. what's the point of that? i know that not bothering to explain to them in detail would seem like i'm running away. but what's the point of telling if it'd end up with them doubting what i say? and so coincidentally, it was around the time i got him. so most would assume it's him that caused me to make that sudden decision. sigh, and i'm tired to explain it over and over again to the leaders. well, more on what vivien said, she told me i wasn't contacting cindy for meetings. but i thought i explained? and it wasn't my decision. cfj told me to try cut down on cindy's workload. since she's like wl and acgl? or is it intern? yea and i told cindy about it if she could still remember.

well that's that. believe it or not?



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:57 AM