<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/28184491?origin\x3dhttp://leeuuz.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
love me,
and i'll love you.

Peace.

LIUYING, ANDEY

"20 is auntie" as someone says.
my birthday is on 6July,
DO NOT forget.
Temasek Polytechnic
TableTennis

before this dream is over.


twitter.
    follow me on Twitter


    advertisements.



    For pre-loved items:
    Photobucket


    nomnomlah.

    I love NICOLAS!


    hearts talking.




    alternative exits.

    AHS
    AHSTT Beale Connie Harris HweeLi Isaac Chong Isaac Yip JiaYu JieHui Jun Kenny Lydia Phildia Rachelle Sean SheuCherng ShiLing Sherilyn WenMei YingTing Yiting YuBing YuHua

    TP
    TPTT Amy Cherelle Christina Colin HoiShek JiaJie John Joshua Kenneth LeckHui PokChang TseYun Yanjie

    FAMILY
    Andy Didi

    &more
    Guowen HuaYan Jason KahMun TingShu TzeWei Yanping YouMing ZhiXuan


    archives.

    May 2006
    June 2006
    July 2006
    August 2006
    September 2006
    October 2006
    November 2006
    December 2006
    January 2007
    February 2007
    March 2007
    April 2007
    May 2007
    June 2007
    July 2007
    August 2007
    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009
    September 2009
    October 2009
    November 2009
    December 2009
    January 2010
    February 2010
    March 2010
    April 2010
    May 2010
    June 2010
    July 2010
    August 2010
    September 2010
    December 2010


    thank you.

    Layout: Kary-yan/Missyan.
    Hosts: x o x


    just like heaven.


    MusicPlaylist
    Music Playlist at MixPod.com


    Sunday, August 05, 2007

    bahh! i hate myself sometimes. when will i ever learn? sigh. i lost at national 'b' to a primary school kid. and man! it was so wasted! she's like the lousiest primary school kid that i'll ever meet and i just wasted my chance like that. sucks badly. it's not that she's any good or what. i mean, her basics are really strong but that's all it is to it. i have more skill, more tactics, and more experience. why the hell i lost? because i'm scared. sigh! how many times do i have to psycho myself in order to start winning again? i remembered secondary two, i was so looking forward to east zones being the first singles and all. like the matches we played in school, i got the best scores. in the end? my first match again cchsm, i lead 2-0 at first but lost 2-3. and then on for the WHOLE east zones, i just fumbled and fall through it. i suck right? basically i just know that my opponents are no match for me but i just can't win the game! and when i finally pshchoed myself into the WIN WIN MUST WIN mentality and the NOT AFRAID OF COMPETITIONS mindset, i was secondary four already! late huh? but at least i did it and it rocked, hard. and now i lost it. sigh. is it just because i changed a rubber and playing style? is my mental so weak? i can't blame my lost on the rubber nor can i place it on not training as much as that kid. i know deep down in me, i just know it's myself that i have to overcome again. how long will it take this time? and shucks, i just missed the Dr Ng Eng Seng cup sign up dateline. means i can't work on my mental. it really sucks to play good off court but badly on court. i wished it's the other way round. :(

    i remembered last night after playing at tampines west, i kept repeating "sha! sha! sha!" *smash* over and over. and i kept thinking about how i got to the stage of mind when i was in secondary four. kind of got some idea. sadly i'm working so i can't really go about thinking about tabletennis all the time. but i really thank LL for being so patient with me all these while. i know he's been putting a lot of effort in training me. it's natural to be worried about me and get frustrated to see me pull that kind of stunt infront of you huh? so sorry. i'll do my bestest best next time. sigh, so much for tabletennis in this post.

    lazing around again in this sunday afternoon. bored. bro went with cousin to WCG at suntec. wanted to join them at first but i got lazy and wanted to reserve my time in case i suddenly feel like seeing someone. :) haha. oh ya! thanks melinda shiyu and shunzi for friday. though it was only a short meeting and all, really thank you girls for celebrating my belated birthday with me. thanks for the food and the cake. makes me feel so blessed to have juniors like you all. haha. thanks much. :)

    hmm, my piano teacher got me a cd! haha. she's really nice to me and all. like my close aunt or something. she's really been taking good care of me since i was primary two? i think so. whoa, this will be the nineth year since we knew each other. cool huh? kind of watched me grow up. gorgeous lady. xD

    i love jazz much much.



    -LeeUuZ


    4:09 PM