so tired. alright, been really busy at work for the past week like i've mentioned in my previous post. and there's loads more to come too. sigh. but i still love work i guess. the difference between work and study is that there's NO HOMEWORK! haha. :) so like no matter how much work i have, i don't need to bring them home! whoopee! haha. and i really like the feeling of rushing and the pressure during work. it just really feels satisfying after i've completed my tasks for the day. heheh. feels good! xD

well, being tired for the week, my weekends are still as fun-filled as ever. supposedly, i can rest early and wake up late in the morning (or afternoon). but i think i sleep even later and wake up even earlier than usual. haha. oops. ended up today feeling really tired. LL too. haha. and like just now, we wanted to go play tabletennis. in the end, the weather was just too suitable for just lazing around and doing nothing and SO! we didn't play. and we wanted to metro for the sale thing. but erm, i started lazing already at like 6pm. so i told LL to wait awhile for like maybe 10-15mins that kind. turns out, i jerked awake at 6.30pm to realise LL was sleeping too! haha. so i woke him up and he wanted another 5mins. ok, so i fell back asleep. haha. so the process kind of repeated itself until just now, 7.30pm! the both of us finally reluctantly left the bed. err, for LL it was the chair. haha. cause erm, i DON'T KNOW who was using the bed. hmm, yups. xD okok, we all know who that person is. no need to spit it out right? xD

well, the weather is really good for sleeping. the nap was well-deserved for the both of us anyway. feeling more energetic now. i absolutely love naps at his house. haha. especially at times when we both fell asleep together. in this cold weather, feeling his warmth by my side is just like heaven. :)

hmm, yesterday we went to colin's belated birthday bbq (COPYCAT!). xD luckily the rain stopped before the bbq began so it wasn't that bad. but the weather was really chilly. after the bbq, LL and i went to play this candy machine we always observed and analyse but never trying it. and man, the stupid game is just so addictive! as we watched the checker climb higher and higher to the jackpot, our hands just continued putting coins into the bloody machine! in the end, we spent like $12??? and we didn't have time to continue till the jackpot. but there was some consolation. we got LOADS and LOADS of sweets. didn't expect we had so many of them. well, it's not like we need them anyway cause we're both diabetic anyways! xD

blah i'm bored. LL went down with his mom to burn stuff. :( this is kind of demoralising. as much as i want him to receive salvation, i still can't stop him from being a filial son. as much as i pray for his salvation, i can feel him drifting further and further away from God. i guess if i was in his position, i would too. in his position, i know and understand his feelings. knowing that things aren't going well for him and God seems to be the one who caused him all his misery. but i can't convince him that if he just let them go and just receive salvation, he'll feel the ease and all the pain would just go away. i know he'll be reading this blog too but well, i don't know how much i can convince him here. for now, i'm trying my best to answer his questions and all. really hope that i won't be the cause for him to drift away.

alright, i'm done with this post.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 8:03 PM