woohoo! i'm finally seventeen. i think this is the age where all will experience major change in life especially the environment. like school or whatever you're doing. somehow, seventeen is this transition in the middle of sixteen and eighteen. sixteen being still too young for many stuff and eighteen being opened up to many many legalisation. so being in this not here nor there age just opens you up to alot of things. hmm, don't really know how to put it. oh! say you can watch NC16 movies. however M18 might not be such a big problem to you cause somehow, the gap between seventeen and eighteen is too small to let your appearances be that much of a difference. ok, forget what i said.

so yea, celebrated our birthday on friday. our first birthday! :) i tell you, the preparation was nuts. especially transporting all the stuff to pasir ris park. it was just the both of us through the whole thing and i really need some quality sleep. can't say the bbq was a success cause i don't think any of you really had fun. so sorry. but i'm just glad that you all came and that's what made the bbq special for me. met up with friends that i haven't seen for such a long long time like hanyun and kaihan. we used to see each other so often but i guess growing up just pulls us apart with all the different schedules. also met up with yingen yubing and val. i miss those girls! miss training with them in ahs, miss crapping and going nuts with them. well, i'm also glad that DISCUs came. though some were missing but i appreciate all the well wishes all the same. huayan came which was really nice of her. despite staying at ANGMOKIO and just finishing training, she still came down and brought me roses. haha. thanks girl! and like neh and nee, people who i'm supposed to see every week but fail to do so, they came and made me really happy. neh, thanks for the cookies! haven't really try them yet. they're at his house. lol. erm nee, thanks for taking time off to come. know your mom has been really tight on you lately. thanks andy and bro for coming too. thanks bro for your present though it doesn't really suit us. just thanks for your thoughtfulness and all.

all in all, thanks for all your presence and gifts. makes me feel so cared for and so loved. :)

well, didn't really have the time to blog after friday night. it's because of spending loads of time with him and everything. gave me a little surprise at his house on saturday. HAAGEN DAZ strawberry cheesecake ice-cream!! yummy! with a candle too! haha. made my day. and i sort of realise that our relationship grew stronger and more stable after friday. guess it was all the slogging together got us more bonded? i don't know exactly. but i just feel that we've just entered another stage in our relationship. :) anyway, thanks for the jacket! i really really love it!

hmm so i guess my birthday this year was really well spent. thank God for it. hopefully now i'll learn to get even stronger and continue this fight in life.



-LeeUuZ

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