CONGRATS, i must congratulate my dad for making me feel so miserable even though it was my last day of school. why the hell did he have to call up my civics tutor??!! and i feel so guilty now cause i'm supposed to enjoy this last day with my class yet! i have to deal with this stupid problem. so currently, though i've calmed down, i'm still feeling really pissed off by my dad and his newfound dog, civics tutor. yup, i can't believe he's such a wuss and really! he does everything my dad says. i'll be like, why don't you be a better dog and listen to my mom and me instead? FUCK OFF. (can you see my anger?)

well, if some of you are still unclear about the situation, let me explain. you see, this whole issue started when my dad supposedly agreed to let me quit jc already. but he and his GIANT ego had to come in the way and that smart alec had to call his dog and tell a completely different story. and it's like, the dog came to talk to me and suddenly, i find myself repeating what i said to my dad to that piece of shit. that's like such a waste of my already limited and extremely precious time i can spend with my class. so the mood is like quite screwed up. luckily, my class is supportive so it's not that bad. and it's like, i didn't think it would be such a big problem with that dog. initially, i thought the bigger problem would be with the canoeing teacher (don't know he'll see this or not but we just met in the library haha). well, turns out it was quite ok.

sigh, so much for chasing my goal. and this is just chasing, what will happen if i aim and score? for a moment i thought i was one step closer to the goal but i'm being intercepted. maybe i should just blame it on my poor skills and try even harder to score. and if the opponent really wants to play rough, i say GAME ON.

oh, i'm glad that most people are pretty supportive of me. like nee, cass, jhong, mumu, laoren and 07s22. every single one of your support means so much to me.

special thanks to LL for always being by my side and supporting me. i might still be sobbing in some corner of the school if not for him. never fails to lift me up and get me going. love you so much.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:59 AM