i've made a decision. i've decided to leave jc for poly. yup, final decision. after so much thought and all. whether i'm quitting jc now or after this year, it'll be settled tonight, after i settle it with my dad.

ok, i'm so sorry to so many people. i'm sorry to my mom for not heeding your advice in the first place. i'm sorry to LL cause i know you'd want me to continue in jc, but i'm thankful for your understanding and your support. lastly, i'm sorry to 07s22, especially the girls. we bonded unknowingly in this period of time and i'm really grateful for that. i love you girls. but i'm sorry, i've made up my mind and i'm not turning back. i'm just so happy to know that you girls care so much for me. most sorry to those girls i talked to today. i know you all really don't want me to leave. all those promises you all made like helping me with my studies and stuff, i feel really touched. seriously, the only reason that can keep me from making that decision would be you all. but i really have to leave, for my future and well-being. again, i'm really grateful that you girls entered my life and let me enjoy my stay in tpjc.

well, God is a funny God. He didn't give me direct instructions on where to go at the start. in fact, He didn't tell me where to go and i felt quite lost during that time. in the end, i've made my decision to enter a jc. now, i'm leaving it. at least now, i know what i want and i have a clear direction in my life. and i really thank God for that. if i didn't go through this phase, i'd probably be still blinded by so many options. and i thank God for the people i got to know during this period of time. yup, an enriching journey.

anyway, tonight will be the night that decides alot of things. i'm going to talk to my dad about leaving jc. and if i manage to convince him it's for my own good, i'll be leaving jc and starting work till i enter poly next year. so, for those who support me, wish me luck. for those who don't, erm, just wish me luck too?



-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:19 PM