well well, so much for slacking at home. now school's reopening tomorrow! dear dear LeeUuZ, are you ready for it yet? haha.

hmm, i joined canoeing. WHOA! haha. what happened to tabletennis? truth is, i just don't have the motivation to play tabletennis in TPJC cause the opponents are well, not so good i guess. i will never know till i try anyway. but seriously, i need challenge. i want to have the thrill of knowing that my spot in the team will be constantly challenged. like in AHS, i'll always have to improve to keep up with yingen and the juniors. haha. yingen's happy right? :) so yea, i need to be pushed. i guess it's the excitement that keeps me going. now that i'm not in a school where i can find real challenges, i feel so? lost. it's not that i don't find playing in TPJC challenging, it's just that the competition is not that strong.

ok, more about canoeing. i love the training! haha. it gives me satisfaction after the training and the aching of my muscles just feel great. it's been a long time since i last felt this way. i just enjoy feeling physically tired. haha. call me mad or weird, it's just me! hmm, the seniors are really friendly and fun. when i look at them going all drama and high, it kind of reminds me of AHS tabletennis secondary fours. those times when we would just go high about random stuff and make the tabletennis room so lively. i miss you girls. really should plan an outing for us to catch up and stuff. blah! i'm getting so emo, but i really do miss you girls. :( ok, LeeUuZ!! get a hold of yourself! back to the canoeing thing. well, the j1s are doing quite well with each other. and i enjou the company that i'm in. hopefully we can bond like the seniors aye?

shucks! digress again! i just remembered tabletennis nationals for 'B' and 'C' divisions are starting! man man man!! i want to go watch it!! aaaahhh!! girls! work hard alright! get into top four if possible!

ok, my blogging mood is getting abit weird. i should stop.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 2:55 PM