man, finally it's here. the day that decides a big part of my life. never thought i'd be so nervous.
it'sbeenalongtimesinceilastdidthisprepared a few numbers to call. just hope that i'll be able to pick up the phone and dial. haha. don't want a nervous breakdown man. right now, my tummy feels funny and my heart is POUNDING. gosh. i hate this feeling the most. it's like waiting for my piano exam to start. it's just the tension. well, i supposed it's the andrenaline that's running through my body now that's making feel this way. though like during competitions i enjoy and bask in it, at least there's an output. unlike now, i feel so choked up by the andrenaline. having a little bit difficulty in breathing. i'm like taking big breaths one at a time.
congratstothosewhostillhighlightmypost!!!!! LeeUuZ can you please calm down? haha. maybe i should go swim or jog it out. but i can't swim cause it's the time of the month! explicit content. =x i want to jog but i'm afraid that my knee might give way cause it has been hurting loads recently. sigh, tabletennis now anyone? i want to smash! to let it all out. haha.
wouldyoureallybethemanthat'llfightformyhonor?-LeeUuZ
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