these days i'm just so tired. don't know why i can't seem to sleep early even if i tried. like on monday night, i knew i had to wake up on tuesday morning at 5.30am for work. so i went to sleep at 10plus nearly 11pm. well, it didn't work out. i don't know whether was i too excited about work or what but i just can't seem to fall asleep. like some kind of insonmia (is it spelt like this?). so was turning about on my bed, played some music, even tried to reduce the oxygen level in my body hopefully i'd knock out but it didn't happen. so there i was fumbling, i soon realised it was already one plus. great. just great. four more hours to go only. so tempted to switch on the computer and just forget about sleeping. but didn't. ok, last attempt! placed my head at the foot of my bed. like usually i slept like this >->o
then i changed to o<-<. LOL and it worked thank goodness.

well, i have work tomorrow morning again. hopefully i can fall asleep early tonight.

hmm, talking about physically wiped out, i realised that i get tired easily. nah, it's not the lack of sleep. don't know if it's because of the amount of activities that has been going on lately or what. think i can fall asleep standing if i just shut my eyes for a short moment. BUT! why can't i do that on the bed? LoL. my internal clock has been hacked and adjusted to nocturnal mode. i can't seem to get the right password to set it back in place. BLAH i'm crapping.

anyway, digressing for a moment. i need to wear makeup for my work! gosh. on tuesday someone helped me with it. tomorrow? i'm on my own! *shudders* think i'd look like a circus clown tomorrow. sigh. i'm really bad at this girl stuff.

further digressing, i went by my old house today. well, actually i always go by it. just that i have this really nostalgic feeling today. i remember i used to cycle and rollerblade with my friends around that neighbourhood. not forgetting the playground that we all used to hang about and doing crazy stuff like jumping off from that almost two metres height! it may seem short but before i moved, i was only primary five! so it was really tall can? heck i even did some naughty stuff (BUT I SHAN'T REVEAL). sigh, why did my family move? furthermore that place have like 24hours coffeeshops! means when i need supper i can just go down! not to mention that the place is so accessible. i can even walk to east point and tampines mall! what else? there's a community centre there with tabletennis room that i can call people out to play with me. sigh, i want to move back but can't. :(

ok, those were kind of random. haha. i'm tired alright? xD okok, i better go bathe and hopefully turn in soon. remember! 5.3oam!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:32 PM