well well well, finally rebonded my hair. man, the process was gruelling. tell you! sitting there for two hours plus doing NOTHING is not fun at all. though parts of it were kind of interesting like when they applied layers and layers of cream on my head and someone falling asleep beside. xD haha. yup, but other than those, it's a process i never want to go through again. maybe unless i have like fully fledged entertainment services during the whole time. haha. but it wasn't that bad cause you were there entertaining me by dozing off. haha. OH! and it's the first time that i've experienced two, yes TWO, hairstylists attending to me! haha. cool right? ok, maybe you all have tried that before, i'm just deprived of it i guess. haha.

so now my hair is, straight? or should i say easier to manage? i don't know. cause the hairstylists gave me soft rebonding. which in layman's term, the hair will look naturally straight. yup, looks nice anyway. xD but i need time adjusting to this look. haha. and i can't wash my hair for two days. sad.

alright, that's all i wanted to blog about. LOL. oh by the way, when's posting results? friday? someone enlighten me? haha. hmm, hope i can get in tj this time.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:25 PM

when i get bored, i realise i tend to meddle with my blogskins. LoL. yup, LeeUuZ changed her blogskin again! haha. well, i like this skin except for the top part. anyone knows how to remove the blog navigator thing? teach me teach me!

hmm, where did i stop on the previous post? i was going out right? LoL. nevermind. just stick to the current dates i guess. haha. getting abit confused.


anyway, went out for awhile just now. chilled at haagen daz. yum! and right, it's the FIRST TIME i ate at haagen daz. LoL. i know, i'm so deprived. haha. ok, some pictures.










this is the SLICE OF THE DAY. looks yummy but i didn't try it.











this is the NEW YORK BROWNIE. it's super nice. the brownie was so delicious. MMMM! looks almost too nice to be eaten right? haha. but pro-ded LeeUuZ ate it up. LOL. ok, i'm being lame. i'm just bored alright? haha.

ok, before i blabber further i should stop now. haha. catch you guys another time!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:50 AM

went to he pan on tuesday night and it was fun. haha. actually, everywhere with you is fun i guess. though it wasn't very fun when we missed all three balls, but somehow, that slight displeasure was replaced immediately with your smile. :) the meteorite ride? LoL. guys, have you all played this ride that is like a horizontal hamster wheel? you'd be standing upright in the machine facing the middle and the wheel would spin round and round. anyway, when i went to take the ride, i was like shocked! cause i thought there would be some kind of belt that would hold onto the riders so they won't fall off. but there was none! well actually, we didn't need it. cause when the wheel started spinning, we were all forced backwards against the sides of the wheel. the pressure was so strong that you'd find lifting your hand difficult. and the funny thing is, it kind of feels like face lifting. LoL. super funny. but when the ride stopped, i felt like i was floating. haha. got abit nauseous cause of slight motion sickness.

wednesday night i went to jack's place. and i saw this guy from AHS working there! think his name is andy or something. i was surprised that he actually spoke cause from what i've heard, he's very very introverted and seldom speak. yup. hmm, food at jack's place is ok i guess. zen is still better! haha.

ok, i think i got to go already. will update again soon.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:45 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

haha. so how're you guys? got alot of red packets already? i know i haven't. haha. well, still visiting and getting visited. that's basically what CNY is all about right? but this year quite boring for some reason. like it has become a routine stuff. my family's getting lazy when it comes to visiting other relatives already. though i still visit alot of relatives, it's relatively lesser than the last few years. anyway, going out again. blog again when i'm home.
[1:01 PM]
[continuation]

ok, i'm home. went to my old house to visit the neighbours and friends. i really miss that place. sigh, wished i didn't move. then after that, went home around five? yea then came out again shortly cause we were headed towards my dad's boss home function. there's a buffet dinner and alot of rich business people. haha. too bad none of them were handsome-OOPS!! haha. sorry, i'm joking! really really! don't angry k? you're the most handsome person in my life. hee. xD yea then ate and just sat around for some time. kind of boring i guess since i don't know anybody there. little brother was like practising his moves at one side then my mom and i were watching. my dad was all over the place talking to the people there.

well, what i've been doing the past few days? hmm, put it this way, i've been laughing alot. haha. and loving alot. yup :). having really weird biological clock timings. but it feels great. haha. getting too used to it already! don't know whether is it a good or bad thing. maybe good in a way is that i don't feel tired during those times together but bad would be that when school reopens, it may be hard for me to adjust.

anyway, i got to go wash up and stuff. stinks. haha. HAPPY CNY to all again!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:42 PM

i think that twenty four hours a day is seriously not enough time. say i sleep for a healthy eight hours, spend around a total of two hours for all my meals, another eight hours working in ritz carlton, travelling time of two hours, two hours of personal time, total of one hour for my baths/changing time and the last hour for blogging on this or just being online to get myself updated. man! you see? twenty four hours just like that.

ok, that's the exception if i'm working, if i'm not, i haven't added in practising my piano, doing my BC1 stuff, QT, exercising (yea right xD) etc etc. sucks. imagine when school reopens which probably mean that i'm in jc, i'd spend around eight hours in school too! sigh, is that not enough time or not enough time?

still, i'm glad that somehow, we managed to meet up and stuff. but the body clock seems to be quite messed up. LoL.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:51 PM

LeeUuZ is a happy girl!! hee. so many things are going well for me, like results and all.

last night felt like a dream, an extremely beautiful one. was so scared that when i wake up today, it'll really just be a dream. but my hand reached and felt for that necklace on my neck, i know it's real. blah!! i'm just so happy. you know something, if i knew it would be so easy, i would never have thought too much about it. and you know, unless my head gets chopped off or something, the necklace is never coming off my neck. NEVER. :)

haha. i seriously don't know how to express in words. guess some things just can't be expressed in words.

oh oh! i love walking home. LoL. really. even though might end up perspiring and feeling real tired, but the night scenary is so peaceful. plus the satisfaction of reaching my doorstep absolutely feels great. should walk more often right? haha. nah i'm joking. it'll be madness if i walked home from bedok everyday (when school starts and if hopefully, i'm in tj).

okok, i shan't bore u guys with my life. haha.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:36 AM

happy valentine's people!! well, here's my valentine's dedication post. LoL. so i just want to say "I LOVE YOU PEOPLE" to my blog readers (though it's not alot). haha. but for more official way of expressing my LOVE, lol, i'll put some stuff. oh by the way, i won't post about how much i love my parents here cause they won't see it. even so, they have mothers and fathers' day. so yeah, this post is for all my friends.

well first of, i want to tell God, "DADDY I LOVE YOU LOADS! for guiding me through last year and never giving up on me when i strayed away. DADDY without you, i don't know how am i going to face all those difficult times. thanks DADDY in heaven. LOVE YA LOVE YA!"

the rest of the people i name are not in sequence. haha.

LeeUuZ says to NEH, "hey girlfriend! love you loads! it's your birthday today too! so i guess that's why you're on the list first. haha. anyway, stay happy k? retail therapy together soon i hope. and also, good luck with everything! be it school, work, relationships. enjoy them k? haha. sigh, i miss dating you! LoL. ok, that sounded way lesbian. LOO LOVES YOU! xD"

LeeUuZ says to CASS, "hey mom, just want to let you know i love you loads k? don't worry too much about me. i've grown up and know how to take care of myself. you take care of yourself k? be it in tj or tp, just make sure you'll be happy. and it's been a long time since we last played competition against each other and also NUA. haha. so yeah, hopefully we'll do that soon. lots of love from son."

LeeUuZ says to NEE, "yo! it's been enjoyable with you all these time. haha. love you! though i know you don't really need it right? haha. got too much love already? haha. but anyway, press on for your family that side. i'll be behind you all the way!"

LeeUuZ says to OJI-SAN, "lol. don't know will you recognise your name here or not. haha. but anyway, just want to tell you i treasure our friendship loads. thanks for the laughter and just keeping me company or the other way around. haha. tough year ahead for you i guess. stay happy k?"

LeeUuZ says to MU, "hello!! haha. surprised to see your name here? wait, do you even visit my blog? hmm. tag if you see this k? haha. anyway, want to tell you that i appreciate your company and efforts in BC1. glad that i've known you. though you always get uncontrollably high, it always lightened the atmosphere. thanks for going nuts with me. haha."

LeeUuZ says to JINGZ, "hey little brother! LoL. doubt you'd read my blog. but still, your sister loves you loads! haha. thanks for putting up with my crap (wait, i put up with your crap too!!). so did you date any XMM? haha. tell me k? your sister is being nosey! haha. anyway, LOVE YOU so TAKE CARE!"

LeeUuZ says to YOU, "hey. don't know whether you'd see this or not. hope you know that this is for you. LoL! anyway, thanks for being you. hope that everything will be fine. glad i've known you during this period of time. appreciate your presence and your messages. but this seems to be a tough year for you. hopefully, you'll be able to accomplish what you want to do. take care!"

LeeUuZ says to NEPHEW, "yoyo! haha. sadly, you're another person whom i'm not sure if you read my blog. tag something when you see this. well, though you always call me auntie and all but you're the one that's been taking care of me. haha. not literally. just want to tell you that i appreciate and enjoy those times talking to you. thanks for appearing in my life in such an unexpected way. LoL. anyway, take care loads! sorry auntie can't give you red packet for CNY. HAHA!"

LeeUuZ says to JUNIORS from ahstt, "hey! good luck for all your competitions! don't think too much about the match just as long as you know you've tried your best. even though you know you didn't perform well or whatever, just know that at the very least, you tried to perform well. i'm sure you people will figure your way out. PRESS ON k? NATIONALS TOP FOUR ALL THE WAY!! love you JUNIORS!"

man, i have lots of love to give. haha. guess that's all. to those unmentioned, i love you all too! really! serious! just that i need to eat lunch, poop and go out. so i can't continue. so sorry. i'd make it up to you guys!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:16 PM

i've made up my mind to go which school already. hopefully i get in.

went for a movie just now. it's called blood diamond. good show. reminds me of watching hotel rwanda during social studies. haha. well, not exactly a "haha" kind of show. similarly to hotel rwanda, blood diamonds talks about the terrible state Africa is in. especially in trades of gold, oil and diamonds. so many people died just because of those exploits and a tremendous number suffered loss of limbs and loved ones. sigh. wish i can do something about it.

maybe i should pursue a career in social services in Africa instead of being a psychologist. haha. then again, i would still need to get that degree in some sort of socialogy or psychology. LoL. wait, am i typing sense?

well, looking forward to a day! haha. but i'm nervous at the same time. don't really know what's going to happen and all. but what matters is that we'll all enjoy ourselves and be happy right? haha.

ok, that was random. hmm, would be crashing tj in the morning. then after the lessons and all i have to go for the appeal thing. keep my fingers crossed man! i really don't wish to be disappointed again. please please don't let it happen again.

digress again, I FINALLY GOT MY PAY! LoL. after like being scammed of my transport fares that cost around $8?? sucks. but at least now i'm slightly richer. haha.

this post is getting no where. totally random. sigh. NEH, when's our private pedicure? LoL.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:31 AM

I'M SO HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS!! haha. really i am! i got L1R5 of 14 points!! cool aye? well, considering that my prelims i scored 28, it's such a huge jump!

COUPLE OF THANKS
numberONE: GOD for taking me through everything.
numberTWO: people who guided me in my studies like teachers such as MrChan and MsKartini. also other people like kenny and hoishek for teaching me both math. not to forget my tuition teacher vincent for helping me score A1 for my combined science. OH OH! i almost forgot guangfan (my cousin) for tutoring me math. i know i was a lousy student but all your effort paid off.
numberTHREE: friends who cared for me loads during the study period. cass, who gave me study pack! nee who would always call. neh dear who would just make me feel happy no matter what. guan for sometimes studying with me and giving me advices. jhong for dropping by be it purposely or on the way. nephew (I DIDN'T FORGET YOU OK) for talking to me online and giving me encouragements.

hope i didn't miss out anyone. sorry if i did. please tell me so i can get you acknowledged. haha. anyway, LeeUuZ is a happy girl tonight.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:40 PM

man, finally it's here. the day that decides a big part of my life. never thought i'd be so nervous.
it'sbeenalongtimesinceilastdidthis
prepared a few numbers to call. just hope that i'll be able to pick up the phone and dial. haha. don't want a nervous breakdown man. right now, my tummy feels funny and my heart is POUNDING. gosh. i hate this feeling the most. it's like waiting for my piano exam to start. it's just the tension. well, i supposed it's the andrenaline that's running through my body now that's making feel this way. though like during competitions i enjoy and bask in it, at least there's an output. unlike now, i feel so choked up by the andrenaline. having a little bit difficulty in breathing. i'm like taking big breaths one at a time.
congratstothosewhostillhighlightmypost
!!!!! LeeUuZ can you please calm down? haha. maybe i should go swim or jog it out. but i can't swim cause it's the time of the month! explicit content. =x i want to jog but i'm afraid that my knee might give way cause it has been hurting loads recently. sigh, tabletennis now anyone? i want to smash! to let it all out. haha.

wouldyoureallybethemanthat'llfightformyhonor?

-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:29 AM

UGH! i hate my senior colleagues!! I HATE THE TWO OF THEM!! bloody bitches (don't know what other vocabulary i can use)!! you know?? women in their late fifties and early sixties have no commen sense! let me tell you what happened.

look, first day at work, i was under this senior colleague called irene. she was so bossy!! like really bossy. even if i did all that i was required and more, she'd still find faults everywhere and anywhere! grr. nevermind, i give in to her. since she's an elderly. then today? i was under another senior colleague, margaret. man, at first i thought she was fine but HELL NO. how i found out? the two bitches were gossiping about me INFRONT OF ME! you know what's worse? they were gossiping in hokkien. thanks. i'm hokkien? like if you really have to gossip about me do it in like tamil or something. not like canto (i don't speak but i roughly understand), teochew, and HOKKIEN! i was so tempted to just go right behind them and say, "eh aunties, wa eh hiao tia hokkien hor! le ai gong wa eh pai wa mai di wa eh tao zeng gong ma!" LOL. for those who didn't get it, i was saying, "eh aunties, i can understand hokkien! if you want to talk bad about me also don't do it INFRONT of me!" yeah. but i didn't which is kind of sad. or i could've been entertained by their shocked faces for the whole day. sigh. i've grown timid. so being aware of their scheming personality traits, i was on guard the whole day. and those hypocrites can come and smile smile and talk to me nicely. especially that evil M, she even asked me whether i found the job tough or not can? MY GOSH.

well, at least the cooks and a dishwasher treats me better. haha. there's this female cook who's super cool. got charisma xD. anyway, cause i first day blur then my expression like abit attitude. so she called to me, "MEI NU! MEI NU!" i was O.O!! but it helped abit cause i didn't feel that alien to the environment. got this ang mo cook who's also very friendly. kept entertaining me when i was carrying those plates to the cabinets in the buffet area. he also helped me open the cabinet doors. the dishwasher? he AP-ed magaret for me! haha. cause that evil M made me dry loads and loads of plates and stuff. then i had to carry those heavy heavy plates from the trolley. which was quite tiring and all. i also didn't dare to bring the trolley over in case evil M decides to falsely accuse me of some crap. then the dishwasher took the trolley and brought it right next to where i was standing! haha. then evil M was like, "last time i wanted to shift the trolley you didn't let me??" (in chinese) then he was like, "cause you always abuse me!" LOL! wah, evil M's face had this this-is-so-unfair expression. haha. but i suffered after he went away. :(

well, typical working environment i guess. and now, i so do not want to be under the evil MIs again (MI = margaret irene). please please let me pour coffee and tea! PLEASE!! i'd be like,

"COFFEE? TEA? OR ME? xD"

haha. LeeUuZ so rocks (when she's not under evil MIs)!!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:22 PM

these days i'm just so tired. don't know why i can't seem to sleep early even if i tried. like on monday night, i knew i had to wake up on tuesday morning at 5.30am for work. so i went to sleep at 10plus nearly 11pm. well, it didn't work out. i don't know whether was i too excited about work or what but i just can't seem to fall asleep. like some kind of insonmia (is it spelt like this?). so was turning about on my bed, played some music, even tried to reduce the oxygen level in my body hopefully i'd knock out but it didn't happen. so there i was fumbling, i soon realised it was already one plus. great. just great. four more hours to go only. so tempted to switch on the computer and just forget about sleeping. but didn't. ok, last attempt! placed my head at the foot of my bed. like usually i slept like this >->o
then i changed to o<-<. LOL and it worked thank goodness.

well, i have work tomorrow morning again. hopefully i can fall asleep early tonight.

hmm, talking about physically wiped out, i realised that i get tired easily. nah, it's not the lack of sleep. don't know if it's because of the amount of activities that has been going on lately or what. think i can fall asleep standing if i just shut my eyes for a short moment. BUT! why can't i do that on the bed? LoL. my internal clock has been hacked and adjusted to nocturnal mode. i can't seem to get the right password to set it back in place. BLAH i'm crapping.

anyway, digressing for a moment. i need to wear makeup for my work! gosh. on tuesday someone helped me with it. tomorrow? i'm on my own! *shudders* think i'd look like a circus clown tomorrow. sigh. i'm really bad at this girl stuff.

further digressing, i went by my old house today. well, actually i always go by it. just that i have this really nostalgic feeling today. i remember i used to cycle and rollerblade with my friends around that neighbourhood. not forgetting the playground that we all used to hang about and doing crazy stuff like jumping off from that almost two metres height! it may seem short but before i moved, i was only primary five! so it was really tall can? heck i even did some naughty stuff (BUT I SHAN'T REVEAL). sigh, why did my family move? furthermore that place have like 24hours coffeeshops! means when i need supper i can just go down! not to mention that the place is so accessible. i can even walk to east point and tampines mall! what else? there's a community centre there with tabletennis room that i can call people out to play with me. sigh, i want to move back but can't. :(

ok, those were kind of random. haha. i'm tired alright? xD okok, i better go bathe and hopefully turn in soon. remember! 5.3oam!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:32 PM

phew, work was tiring. my feet are aching a little but it should be fine.

anyway, went blog hopping. there were interesting stuff i found along the way. one blog i hopped to belonged to a pastor ---> http://stayingthecourse.blogspot.com
one of the stories he post was titled Barrington Bunny by Martin Bell which was very encouraging. shan't say anything about it here, if you all want to know just visit the blog.

another blog i went to was kind of sad. as in, not the person, but me. i feel sad for the person. remember those times i used to post about my study endeavours? well, i realised i only blog the process. and after those harshest time of my life, i stopped blogging about study. think even before i started mugging, i seldom post anything with regards to mugging! haha. but apparently, the blog i went to was like all about mugging. every single post i saw, homework... test... revision... past year papers... etc! how sad is that? why must a person's life be all about study? though i realise the importance of studying and also do think of my results, i still don't think that study is everything even in a student's life. somehow i wonder if the person had friends other than books. i mean like, wouldn't it be more interesting if you blogged about your thoughts (like what i'm doing now xD) or just something interesting you witness. even when you're bored you can blog about your boredom that kind of stuff. however, i do admire the person for being so hardworking cause i'd never be able to do that, seriously.

oh well, since we're on the topic about mugging and stuff. RESULTS COMING OUT ON FRIDAY! LoL. well, i wanted to put like "i'm so excited about it man!" but i would be lying. well, if it was one or two years ago i might have done it. but now? NO WAY. i'm super paranoid about it and i certainly do DREADFULLY DREAD IT. haha. please please i do hope i get <15. well, i may be just dreaming after all. maybe i haven't had O's yet. RUBBISH.

LeeUuZ shall concentrate on work for now. NO THINKING ABOUT RESULTS TILL FRIDAY MORNING.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:56 PM

LoL i'm bored. reached home around 9.3opm? wanted to sleep but i know i can't. i'm nocturnal! haha. somehow, i might be all lazy during the day but when it comes to night time, it's just a different thing. plus i thought i was like quite wiped out just now. cause like the usual polar bear gang went to our hotspot to play the game, i wasn't concentrating and i couldn't process quick enough. LoL. feels like it's the first time i'm playing it even though it has been a couple of weeks already! haha. anyway, that's why i decided to come home early. well, who's to know i'm still awake till now?

another reason being bored would be that i lost interest in PKO. HAHAHA! it was like two posts before this one when i was introducing the game. now what happened? i've stopped! sudden loss of drive in the game. bah! i should never play any RPG in the first place. made me feel like i've wasted so much time doing unconstructive things. unless you count "helping the villagers" something constructive. LoL. so guess i'll add another new year resolution!

NO MORE RPG!

haha. ok that was lame. sorry to those who're trying to spend some time away staring at this boring post. you'll realise you end up being scammed of a few minutes of your precious time. but well, i AM wasting my time here. haha. trying to get myself tired enough to head towards bed WHICH, apparently isn't working too well. and i remembered! i have PABA meeting in the morning. sucks. wake up so early just to sit in some meeting and probably stone for hours and hours. why am i involved in the first place?

sigh, if any church leaders were to chance upon this (which i think is highly unlikely even though i put the address on my nick) i might be taken into some corner and given a talk. haha. liuying is taking stuff too lightly again. haha. ok come on! be more focused! isn't that one of my resolutions this year? bah rubbish.

hmm, tomorrow is little bro's birthday! haha. will be helping him get new year clothings after piano tomorrow. then at night probably go for some buffet. hope my appetite gets better cause HEY! it's like a buffet? you know, EAT ALL YOU CAN. haha.

alright, i should stop. i'm getting no where. LoL. LeeUuZ just wasted yours and her time.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:42 PM

alright, i'm really quite confused about where am i to go. as in, not really the poly or jc thing, more of the which jc. sigh, sad right?

well, i went to MJC on thursday and i saw for myself how fun is MJ. and honestly, i was quite surprised. but the lecture was quite boring, well actually, if i knew more about what they were teaching i would have enjoyed it i guess. the people there are friendly too! even though i was new and all, they took the iniciative to talk to me and stuff. so basically, crashing MJ was a success! haha.

sadly, if i were to enter MJ, i guess i have to give tabletennis up. which is something i really dread cause i really really love tabletennis. it's just like a part of me and if that part was gone, it'd hurt real badly and feel empty. but people often say not to choose a school by the CCA so i'm really troubled. and if i were to enter a school that i have no choice but to give tabletennis up, maybe i can try playing in STTA or something. but it's quite impossible cause the people there are super pro. even the primary school kids there can win me i think. sigh. then again, if i went TJ then i won't have to give up tabletennis! the only problem is whether i can get in. so it's pretty much up to my studies which i'm not so confident about. shucks, any advice?

well, on a lighter note. i got a RJ PE shirt from wanling! haha. she's sssoooo nice! really! not because she help me buy the shirt. but well, she got it in such a short time! like i was just telling her last week that i wanted to get the shirt and i got the shirt now! haha. cool right? thanks wanling! love ya! muacks! xD but seriously, inside of me i kind of wish i was smart and i can go RJ and stuff. well, not gonna happen! unless my poor tabletennis skills can get me there. LoL!

ok, i'll just get out of the RJ PE shirt and go bathe. at the same time ponder upon where to go.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:35 PM