i think that one of God's most wonderous creations is a HUG! saw this video at ninny's blog and i was pretty inspired to blog about it. LoL.

don't you think hugs are wonderous? they heal the broken hearted and comfort the wavering soul. imagine yourself having a really bad day - arguing with parents, friends being too busy for you, the first step you make out of the house and you land on some poop. hell it sucks right? or maybe you are just feeling so low that day because of some major disappointment. while you dragged yourself around, those negative feelings follow you everywhere! suddenly, somebody or a friend comes by and gives you a big warm hug. you'd just crumble in his/her arms. the feeling of being loved is what a hug provides.

that's what the big Daddy up there is all about. giving you loads of hugs and loads of love. even when you're down in your deepest lowest pit of your life, He will not hesitate to pull you out of the pit. then He hugs you gently and whispers, "Daddy's here, don't cry. everything's going to be alright." so whether you want to accept that hug, it's your choice. God has already reached out, would you take the next step?

well anyway, back to hugs. think one of the biggest joy in my life is hugging someone and being hugged. yup, feels great. i remember the time when i got back my prelim results. it wasn't that bad compared to what i used to get. but it didn't meet my expectations. i felt horrible and i was constantly faced with comparison of results. many insensitive comments were thrown at me and all i could do was to pretend i didn't care. yet when i'm alone in macs studying and waiting for seniors to arrive, those thoughts of being "stupid" kept running through my mind. however i held back those tears as i didn't want to spoil it for anyone. unfortunately, or should i say fortunately? during church, i felt God's presence so strongly and i felt myself in His arms. finally, those tears that i've held back so long ran down my face. why didn't someone hug me sooner? i realised i didn't allow myself to be hugged. LoL. what a contradiction! oh! i remember hugging someone! haha. well, i've actually hugged alot of people! haha.

alright, got to sleep early tonight. need to wake up to play tabletennis tomorrow at tj. is it the trials? anyway, wish me luck!



(>.")><(".<) loads of hugs from LeeUuZ

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