i want my study break!!!! sadly, my voice is unheard and so are many others. sigh.

school was boring. maylan talked to us today about our prelims stuff. did not really pay attention to it cause it's early in the morning and HELLO??!!! we know the statistics of the school score cause, YOU'VE SAID IT SO MANY TIMES. LoL.

hmm, next week's going to be even worse. we reach school at around 8am and study till 1pm. then, people who have L1R5 above 20, have to stay till 5pm! wow!! only those whose L1R5 are 10 and below are not required to report to school. sigh, guess which group am i in? so i guess i'll be sick for the rest of next week. hahahahaha!

oh anyway, i have something interesting to share! haha.

ever met someone you barely knew but that person is able to tell you every little detail about you? LoL. well, saw someone like that today. and boy, it was scary. it was like the person was some kind of stalker!! haha. really!! fortunately, i wasn't the one being "stalked" so it's not that scary. haha. but well, someone got quite a shock? haha. while i was listening to their conversation, it got so interesting to the point when the "stalker" could remember my friend's hobbies, primary school class, secondary school, etc etc!! LoL. the "stalker" even knew what class in the secondary school my friend was from. surprise surprise. weird people everywhere we go. LoL.

ok, i feel so lost now. don't know what else to blog about. i guess i'll be super random and put down anything comes into my mind. like now, the term "JUNIOR COLLEGE" just flashed past my mind. haha. well, sad to say, i won't be able to enter TJC with my current L1R5. but on the lighter side, i might be able to enter as an unofficial student. hopefully? and thinking really positively, i actually improved in my prelims when compared to my past upper secondary life. LoL. well, it's just a mixture of feelings of not sure to be happy or sad. maybe it's just me trying hard not to feel THAT sad. smiling, laughing, crapping, is that how the real me is feeling? well, even i can't tell. but i'll try to smile, laugh and crap genuinely. from my heart. to prevent myself from falling into that world of emptiness forever. haha.

alright, i'm getting too random. haha. pray my studies?



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:12 PM