changed my blogskin. simple but nice. ohwell, i wasn't the one who designed it anyway. but job well done to the designer.

well, today's Teachers' Day. so i'm at home now feeling really lazy to study. went to visit a friend's blog and thought through loads of stuff. especially just now when i looked through all the pictures i took till this far of the year. time really flies. i wonder how would i feel if i didn't get my camera. without those pictures to remind me of the good times that happened this whole year.

yesterday, had english composition. i wrote about "I shall always remember 2006". well, i wrote about factual accounts that has happened during the year. it seems that this year has really been a good year for me. and it's the year when my relationship with my family and friends is strengthened. i matured loads in my thinking and reasoning. and i've become a person who can control her emotions really well. i remember i used to cry for my results last year till this year's mid-year. but ever since then, i've been trying really hard to control those emotions. though i did have mood swings and stuff but it has become easier for me to handle.

well, about my relationship with God, it has become really on and off. every saturday i go to church but i don't know who am i worshipping. and stuff happening around me makes it even harder for me to improve it. still, i haven't given up on this relationship. though i don't know who am i worshipping, i understand that it is God i worship. and i understand that God will never give up on me no matter what so i shouldn't too. i crawling back to Him. crawling really slowly, but reaching out. my heart's out there searching already, just wish that my body will react too.

hmm, i really want to write a long list of thankyous to everyone i know for this year. but i guess i'll reserve these thoughts for graduation. haha. wait for me people! xD

but for now, i want to give thanks for 4E. this class has been my source of joy. be it being "bullied" by those people who sit on my right and behind me, or going kuckoo with ninny, doing stupid stuff with oohlala rebec and xinni, protecting my mokozis from marlow etc etc. this class really brought me loads of joy. and there are too many to list down. especially for improved relations in class. i don't think i need to list down cause it's quite obvious. well, guess all of us will naturally open our hearts when we'll be separated soon.

heehee. that's about it for this post. 2ho4eva! don't be jealous!! i'll dedicate one long long post for you as you've been a really big part of my life in AHS. yup! just that you have to wait till graduation. xD

Autumn is cold but really colourful.

-LeeUuZ

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