saved this post as draft first cause i'm not at home.

anyway, my life is becoming more and more of a routine. ever since i was studying for my prelims, i've been visiting the same places over and over again with the same people. well, can't say i didn't enjoy myself during those times i guess. it was actually really fun. LoL.

hmm, didn't go to school today. felt like i needed more time to study than to slack in school. been thinking about the purpose for a school. well, a school is where we learn stuff, get tested on those knowledge, and get out into society to contribute. unfortunately, with baboon around, things are getting no where. it's bad enough that the school cheated us of our september holidays by claiming it as our studybreak for prelims. now? they're unwilling to give us studybreak for our O's! why?! it's not like we're very productive during school. only for certain lessons, teachers would let us do papers and we can ask them if we needed help. well, for the rest, it's just plain slack. except for PE. LoL! i love PE! just yesterday, we played soccer!! wait, should concentrate on, I PLAYED SOCCER!! haha. know why? it's the first time i played soccer after such a long time!! physiotherapy has stopped and so i can do whatever i want!! haha. and i really enjoyed myself. hope the rest did. though like, oohlala and i got assaulted? LOL!! so MAN. xD

ok, i drifted from the point. the point is!! most of us are much much more productive when we study by ourselves than in school! why? cause the school environment seems to be so slack and so we-just-finished-our-prelims mood. well, i don't want that. so i decided to go study. we turned out not so productive cause i was too tired. but still, i wouldn't have studied if i was in school so thank goodness. but seriously, we should really kick that slack mood!! yes i understand we just finished our prelims but it's already ONE week.

ONE.
WHOLE.
WEEK.

please stop dreaming and start mugging.

sadly for me, i didn't well for my prelims so my chances of getting what i want is very very slim. really very disappointed with myself i guess. just hope that i can do MUCH MUCH better for my O's so as not to be as disappointed as i am now.

alright, i got to go. i'm again not at home.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 8:25 PM