bahh!! i'm so wasting my time. anyway, prelims are drawing extremely near and we're left with less than three weeks. well, i'm studying. wait, shouldn't i be still in school at this time? nah! today the secondary fours have prelim practical exams. thus, those who have no practical today will enjoy a FREE DAY!! yes, i'm currently at home studying. WHOA, i said studying instead of slacking aye?

but it's real sickening to be studying at home by yourself. i don't mean i don't like studying by myself, but really!! i need someone smarter than me to be around. like for instance, i've been studying math for the past one hour plus and where have i got to? question TWO! of VECTORS!! goodness, i didn't expect myself to be THAT dense. vectors' like one of the easier chapters in the whole of the secondary four syllabus! and i'm taking that much time to complete like TWO problems!! sigh. how am i going to take my prelims?

nevermind, i'll move on to another subject before returning to math. something like english. yes!! that is just another lame excuse for blogging xD. so yeah, noticed that my posts are all written with proper spelling. but my grammer and lack of vocabulary is making me very irritated right now. but it's ok, i'll work harder on it i guess.

well about my life, i seriously have no idea what's going on. but one thing i'm certain is that people around me still practise "assumption". why do people always assume? why can't they just ask? it's really sickening that others can just keep the thing from you and just ASSUME that you already knew? sigh. i really don't like to blog about stuff like this but i just need somewhere to vent it all out.

so i heard from this person, ^^, about some people organising an outing. ^^ asked me so that ^^ can confirmed that we (those people who haven't heard about the outing) knew. well, apparently i didn't! so both of us were like, "ok... something's not right...." so i asked ^^ who said that we all "knew" and found out it was this person, @. well, this @ person was supposed to ask the rest of us if we would like an outing. well, that didn't happen. and basically. @ told ^^ that we all agreed. thanks alot. didn't know that @ knew us so well.

i wish people wouldn't make decisions by themselves. it's really disgusting and the party affected would be like WTH??!! when did that happen? why wasn't i informed?? then those people would be like, "huh? i thought we told you a long time ago?" yea sure. i bet it's sure a LONG LONG LONG time ago that WE FORGOT.

well, this process has a name. it's called LEAVING OTHERS OUT. how does it go?

1. some event is planned
2. organisers are asked to inform the rest
3. organisers CHOOSE who to invite
4. organisers ASSUME those uninvited won't come either
5. organisers gather again to confirm the number coming
6. organisers ASSUME everyone is well-informed
7. organisers go on with the event
8. uninvited found out about the event
9. uninvited confronts organisers
10. organisers act innocent and give a lame excuse
11. the next event will be a repeat

see? there's this cycle. society is designed this way so "people" can have fun with their "friends". also, it keeps the "spoilers" away from the fun. all the so-called this and that. then people would call this a BIG gathering when it's actually a CLIQUE gathering. a place when all the gossips and making-fun-out-of-that-idiot-that-we-met-that-day are happening.

frankly speaking, i don't even know if blogging this stuff down will do any good. i don't even know if @ and gang will visit my blog or not. even if they did, they can't be bothered.

baah!! whatever, i'll go back to studying now.

living in a world where time stops and everything becomes clear.

-LeeUuZ

♥ 2:20 PM