look. at. my. title. some people may be thinking that math has gotten into my head. well, not really. not to THAT extend yet. anyway, you guys have any ideas how a sine graph look like? well, if you are taking 'O's this year and you still have no idea about what's that, think you better start mugging REAL hard now. anyway, that's crap. the point is, a sine graph is when a curve starts from the origin and forms a hump above the X-axis which that forms another curve below the X-axis. this process goes up and down and up again and down again.

well basically, i've just started to continue reading the Life On The Edge book. well apparently, it was so timely for me to do so. i guess God tries His best to get me back on track. so yea, the topic on which i continued from where i last left off was about Emotions. yes, emotions. but what has emotions got to do with our relationship with God? well, everything. ok, picture yourself being really happy and stuff. everything's going well and you feel great. life is so ever wonderful that you have nothing to complain about. then when all this stuff gets all good, suddenly, you find yourself struggling to hold on to everything you have. suddenly, you seemed to be losing everything!! your stuff, your cool, your temper? and everywhere you go, you'll be stepping on some kind of excrement. LoL. well, that's an up and down for you.

well basically, if our relationship with God is unstable, it'll be like the sine graph. apparently, if you can't control your emotions, it just goes to show that you're (i'm) not mature enough. anyway, take a look at this verse.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, Joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance; against such there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23 NIV)

notice the word temperance? it means self-control in NKJV. yes, self-control is very important. be it whether you're controlling your emotions or your behaviour.

so yea, back to the main point. if our relationship with God is like a sine graph, it shows that we lack self-control. because the main point of having a relationship with God is not about feeling all hyped up about the Father in Heaven. but instead!! choose to rely on His word rather than His presence all the time. doesn't mean that if you can't feel God means He's not there aye? it's the same concept with stars. it doesn't mean that if you don't see stars in the morning means that they're non-existant right?

therefore, all who are feeling lost should search for comfort in His word.

yea right, easy for me to say. sigh. sadly, i wish i could do what i've stated here. but,

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!??!!!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:45 PM