GOD IS GOOD!ALL THE TIME!!and ALL THE TIME?GOD IS GOOD!!!something good has happened to me today!! yeah. i'll elaborate.
though it was all tests and tests in the morning, i had the first good news. my O'Level chinese got and A2 and D! D for Distinction in oral!! cool aye? even though it wasn't like A1 or something, but i still give thanks. especially for my oral, maybe it's due to the leniency of the examiners. most of the people from my block got Ds!! yeah. it was pure luck or what i call
GOD'S GRACE. and probably due to my oral, it made up for my paperwork. cause i felt that i didn't do too well for the comprehension and letter writing. well anyway,
PRAISE GOD AMEN!!
the next good news? well, i managed to go Streams Of Praise. it was magical. it really was. God really spoke to me through those songs and i felt really touched! think those who went would agree. xD for me, it was such a refreshing experience. i felt alive again in God. honestly speaking, i've been backsliding during the past week. i stopped my QT and i really doubt God's powers. well, proves that i've been such a fool!! but God never left me!! He kept coming at me again and again till i went back to him during the worship. even now as i'm typing this post, i can feel God holding onto my hand and has never let go. so i cast my burdens onto God. stuff like my exams and also my dear family. and i say, God sure answers quickly when you trust in Him.
so well, after Streams Of Praise, i went home of course. when i stepped into the computer room, i saw my little brother watching some videos which shows what some songs really mean when they're played backwards. i was a little surprised that he was looking through all those stuff! but suddenly, i felt God's presence so strongly. it seemed that there was something to be done tonight. so i watched those "hell bells" with him. then i explained to him that the reason behind all these songs. it's because the satan fears God so much that he has to resort to such trickery to trap humans in such temptations and sins. so my little brother was slightly more aware to the songs he was listening to all these times. so like i didn't think much. but inside me, i felt God stirring something up. so when i went to bathe, i somehow thought to myself if i was brave enough to approach my little brother and pray for him. then when i finished praying, i went into our room and prayed in my heart for God's peace to be on him. then!! my little brother suddenly said something, can't remember what, but the fact was that he was still awake. apparently, he was quite disturbed. i mean, who wouldn't? unless you're so indulged in such satanic songs that it doesn't matter to you. so this time, with more assurance, i asked him, "do you need me to pray for you?" he didn't comment much. just a simple, "don't know." then, i felt God saying, "my child, just go for it! go on!! i'll be here with you." so i went and prayed for him. then after that, i placed the Don Moen's CD in our music player in the room. and hopefully, when he listens to it, he'll be more comforted in God's promises.
so people, i just want to say this. i regret for not reaching out more for my little brother earlier. i regretted that i didn't trust God during those times. but now, i'm more assured and more confident in God! Praise God!! so yeah. pray for me to continue being a blessing to my family. and pray for more opened hearts in my family!! if anyone needs a prayer, i'll be always here!!
the best thing about receiving God's Grace, is passing it on!!ok, it's late. i'll go check on my little brother soon again. GOOD NIGHT AND OF COURSE!!
GOD BLESS!!
-LeeUuZ