sigh. i'm kind of disappointed with my dad. after so many years, he thinks that i'm some weakling trying hard at sports but always failing. like he doesn't know me well enough.

i mean, come on! i bring home medals and trophies like every year since primary school. what are those? even if i didn't tell him that i won those, he could at least find out by looking at my prized possessions. somehow, my dad seems to be always missing out on my life. maybe it's cause i've never really tried to open up more to him. but hey! i remembered when i was really young, we were so close! i remember i used to run into his arms whenever he came home each evening. a memory which i found heart-warming but somehow, painful. now? it's like i won't even react when he comes home. even when he tries to strike a conversation, i'd end it so quickly.

looking back, maybe it was better that i ended the conversation cause we always ended up with a spite contest. each trying to prove the other wrong. well, i'm usually right as my dad tries to act as a know-it-all. sigh. i'm really tired trying to say stuff to him that i even find keeping silent might even close up our relationship!

anyway, back on the point. my dad thinks i can't run. thinks i'm lousy at tabletennis. well, i can't say i'm really good at both but heck! i did actually get fourth for secondary three girls for the school's annual cross country. and i'm singles for my team! so i can't be all that lousy am i? well, another person who thinks that i'm not up to standard in tabletennis is my uncle. the one who's a coach. well, he was saying how good elizabeth (no offense)from PLMGSS was. well, i won her didn't i? fair and square. in a national match. infront of many witnesses. well, except him. sigh.

oh yeah. tomorrow's 2.4km run. yes, the annual cross country again. guess this year i can't do well. my stamina dropped and my knee isn't getting any better. maybe i consider just getting an A borderline. then after the run, i have to go off immediately as i have physio at 9am!! maybe the reason my knee isn't recovering is because i'm too active. haha. well, blame's on me!

so yeah, wish me luck aye? to get that A. and also that my knee won't give up on me tomorrow! LoL! touchwood! xD



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:06 PM