hey people! i'm kind of bored right now. some may ask, "ARE YOU NUTS? PRELIMS ARE LIKE IN TWO MONTHS!?!" yeah right, like i'd fall for that though it's a fact. but well, i'm really trying hard to study. anyone who wants to ask me out to study, i'll warmly welcome your invitation. LoL.

well, during this period of time, i'm in a state of nervousness and confusion. my life is now rotating around my HANDPHONE!?! why? BAAHH!! TJC hasn't called for the interview yet which is extremely irritating. it's getting on my nerves and making it hard for me to concentrate on my studies!! i know!! it's sound like i'm not planning to work hard if i was accepted through DSA but no!! i just want to get this over and done with.

basically, it really doesn't matter if i get in or not. what matters really is where God wants me to go. if God meant for me to enter TJC, i won't have to worry that much cause everything's in His hands. hmm... but i haven't really prayed about it before so i guess it's my fault. oh! wondering why i suddenly mentioned the will of God? well, i'd recently bought a book called Life Over the Edge. it's really interesting and really enriching. through this book, i was able to know about my situation and how am i to react when i encounter them. another book which made me so curious about God's will was the book i borrowed from mom, Knowing God's Will for Your Life. yup, choices can't be made unless through serious consideration and after many many prayers. actually, it kinds of depends on how fast or slow God's wants to lead you. so we don't have to worry about it. but we know for sure, God will reveal to us in His own timings.

ok, update on my life. today, i started my first follow-up lessons with my girls from student camp. well, one of them has already found her way to my blog already right yingting? xD well, the other girl is lydia. and oh, grace will be joining us soon. anyway, i didn't start on any lesson as it's the FIRST time. so just chitchat our time away. got to know them a little more and hope to further do so too. well, pray for me yeah?

i'll stop here. toodles!



-LeeUuZ

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